hi, i am so sleep deprived right now.
but regardless i am still up & about.
tomorrow i have to wake up early & paint the "A".
then right after that is the football game.
i should go to sleep now.

i never make sense anymore ( Read more... )

i really feel like i should update this
because so much has changed in the past few weeks
college is just completely insane
its hard to feel like anything is balanced
i am happy here, i am comfortable here
but then there is all this unexpected stuff
and i really dont know what to think

i want my baby back.
and a home not a hotel.

one of my professors said "i've got hoes in different area codes"
and then quoted Jay-Z.. explitives and all.
to top it all off we watched a music video as part of our lecture.
oh my god, i seriously love college.
i am going to go get dinner with mel and rachel now.
then come home and do my masses of homework.

i moved into my dorm yesterday.
its small but cute or at least it will be with a little work.
i really hate bunk beds & walking to the bathroom.
i miss alex alot.
thats all really.

so, i am moving in less than a month ( Read more... )

i havent been able to sleep for the past three days.
i just preordered ashlee simpson's cd because i am a huge nerd/fan.
i wish life was just a little less complicated.
i freaking miss my boyfriend, come home already.

the high that i use to get from shopping is now experienced by saving money. i spent the day in scottsdale taking my cousins shopping & looking at the model for their new mansion (SO AMAZING!!). it was really a good day, my first 'free' day in what seems like this whole summer. my fourth of july plans have really taken a turn for the worst.. not ( Read more... )

boyfriend just left for a ten day vacation.
july marks a year and nine months of us.
i am in love with my belly button piercing.
& i cannot wait for school to start.
even if it means waiting way longer than ten days.
i am happy, i feel so loved.
i think i need to just focus on the present.