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you know how you wanted something so badly and then after it happens its just not right, or not the same.. i feel like its all i can think about and i just think well maybe if i give it another try itll work out or maybe if i just give up but then when youve given it up thats not what you wanted entirely either. im just so sick of playing games with my own feelings, and it happens almost everytime.. i would just like to honestly feel genuine about something that is genuine. the thing is i have something with someone but when it starts to become too real, i get confused.. TRUST ME the feelings are there.. but i become a mess when it comes to closure..