Comments | so_beautifully: damn..

so_beautifully

damn..

Jul 26, 2005 22:37

i want last summer back so.. so bad. i just sit and think about shit and i want it all back. i want the same boys that i had i want the same friendships that i had, it makes me cry. this year was so fucked up beyond words it amazes me. one stupid night fucked over so much shit for me.. i lost so much because of it. i wish i could take that back. ( Read more... )

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smiledinside July 27 2005, 03:16:00 UTC

this makes me sad..i really miss you erica =[, you know what i really miss? back when i used to ride up to your house on my bike and hang out with you. and kicking that soccer ball around trying to juggle it. and planitarium balls that has 9 different spellings.... =/

so_beautifully July 27 2005, 15:22:22 UTC

come home, please

mercy_said_no July 27 2005, 03:29:07 UTC

well you did make me as a friend and yes. i know how you feel this was the most fucked up year of my life.

so_beautifully July 27 2005, 15:26:42 UTC

sighh..

courtneyxlynn July 27 2005, 05:14:35 UTC

erica, i love you.

so_beautifully July 27 2005, 15:29:03 UTC

i love you too

yesturdays_gone July 27 2005, 15:40:48 UTC

i understand how you feel.when i moved i lost touch with all of my friends. & its not like i even moved that far away! only like 15 mins. Everyone was all "sad" when i moved.They all promised nothing would change, that we'd all still be the best of friends, now i believe all of that to be a crock of shit,That lasted for about a month at the most. then slowly they just stopped.i write how much i miss them, how much i want to see them, i write them messages, try to call them, try to set up times to hang out with them. & it never ever works. after ahwile i felt stupid for obsessing so much over my friends that seemed to not even care anymore.& yeah i talk to them online sometimes, or on myspace...but thats just hey, hows it going, i miss you. then thats that.The only friends i really actually see anymore, is chivon & liz.i hang out with no one but my boyfriend & his friends,days hes working, i sit at home and do absolutely nothing.I hung out with a girl that lives near me the other day, it was fun, but it made me think of my real friends ( ... )

so_beautifully July 27 2005, 16:03:48 UTC

aw melanie.. some things just have their own way of working out ya know.. but just hold on to what you have now, i love you too

sobeautifulpink July 27 2005, 21:00:49 UTC

oh my god you're right. we have to get to know each other! i totally understand EXACTLY where you're coming from!

so_beautifully July 28 2005, 01:55:24 UTC

i told you.. im sorry you feel this way too

sobeautifulpink July 28 2005, 12:16:40 UTC

are you going to warped tour??

so_beautifully July 28 2005, 13:32:36 UTC

not that i know of.. when and where and are you??