fucking bored as fuck.
going to go fist myself in vain of serah
if only you were here to watch

so jared left me while i was sleeping and i dont know where he went
i slept in until 2 something got on the internet and i am already bored...
i can only listen to so much conor
(<3)
sacramentos not so much fun with no one and no car...
maybe i will take a shower and stuff and that will motivate me to go do something

hell of wasted right now...
been in sac for a few days spending tons of time with jared and i love it...
he is my new bff por vida.
dylan came to visit a couple of nights ago.
seeing her for the first time in ever was so overwhelming.
i didn't realize how much i love and miss her until that moment.
being here keeps me happy.
thanks jared.
you are my sanity ( Read more... )

pictures are amazing...more so when i dont give a fuck what i look like or who i am impressing(aka nat and sean)( Read more... )

so i guess everyone has their hardships and that is what it takes for them to appreciate when good things do finally come to them...tomorrow i have an interview at 10 am tomorrow to be a kiosk girl at a hwy 99 car wash and then at 4 i take the first half of my ged...i am stil homeless but at least i have my sister and she takes care of me and is ( Read more... )

so today wasn't bad at all...i made a couple of stencils and painted for a while, ordered a new easel which i am excited about, found out i dont have to have my ged to go to yuba, and made yummy tofu mushroom noodles; all of these things being good things. but then my step dad comes home, reminding me that the weekend has arrived and that coming ( Read more... )

at home...bored...someone should really smoke me out...or call me...and hang out...cut my sisters hair...she looks hot...fixed my sisters eyebrows...she looks even hotter...got a pack of fancy pants cigerettes out of making my sister hotter...wish i had someone useless like me to smoke them with
...yes...
i am useless

so i have been alone for a long time now
something tells me i need to find something to do with my time
like find someone to crush on, it's so much fun
but so hard when everyone i meet is loser-village
...sigh...
damn me and me being so hard to please
isn't there anybody who i wont end up hating after a week?
i need someone who is passionate about ( Read more... )

danielle and i successfully wasted...man i don't even know how many days we wasted! hah, so yeah sleeping all day, being stoned, and eating too much fast food ruled our long weekend. i had fun regardless danielle<3 thanks for saving me from the hell i know as yuba city

so yeah for as long as i can remember shit just keeps fucking up ( Read more... )