i.m crazy and i hate it. i.m never happy. and it sucks. i think i might be. then i push it away. i run away from eveything. things get hard wherever i.m at and i.m gone wihtout so much of a goodbye. i.m leaving again.

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so i am having a suprisingly great time in yuba. it makes me not want to leave for all the wrong reasons. i was supposed to go home to days ago...but again i am putting it off until tomorrow. i miss my eh eh's and your kisses, your the main reason why i am coming back. so feel special. last night was the most fun ever...everclear is something i ( Read more... )

im afraid of feeling alone again

so we found a dog...and i named her circle...

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seen almost everyone i wanted to see so far. got stoney with kelli and listen to at the drive in, ate avacados with matty, drank beers with matt maxwell, listened to ray drunk ramble about him wanting me to "get crazy" on some bitch, eating thanksgiving with my sister, talked me doing make up for emilys photoshoots, cigerette breaks with chrismo, ( Read more... )

sad faces
you're far away
i'm cutting your hair when i get back
what should we listen to while i underwear dance?

my sister came to sac today i love her so much.
she took me shopping and brought me pretty things.
hummus and veggie bagels are bomb.
oh and brenden is extremly gay!
roomies what?!

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my state of mind is never the same,
heather is never at a constant.