i did love you;;  but i want my heart back

[happy birthday lil sis i <3 you]

LAST NIGHT WAS AMAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZING! and i miss you......just a little bit

i had orientation today at school and it was cool...4 hours long but cool i'm excited to start...work was AWEFUL so slow and made nothing ughh but i'm going to take a shower now so i can go hang out with the wonderful wellelsleyyy!!! im so glad your hangin out again i love ( Read more... )

oh my god this hurts like hell.

some things are just so crazy...

yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery... today is a gift. that's why they call it the present.  

so i woke up saturday morning in a bit of an awkward state....went to work....it was insanely slow...and decided that i did want to go to st lucie i needed a break from palm coast.....so i did my things got ready and drove..south. so im here and i love seeing my cousins i missed them so much i'm having a good time but i've had alot of time to think ( Read more... )

work suckkkkked tonight....but i did make $130 so last night after work the mission started...destination:i bar. i must say it was interesting last night the usually people weren't there but i still had a good time i was drunk drunk drunk what can i say.........so nice to see dave its always a pleasure i've missed him dearly then went to vickys ( Read more... )

so tonight? well started off a lil weird and nikki and i were on a mission...........but then we got what we wanted. i was supposed to go to wess's house, but went to chris's instead and i might say good idea!!i had staying there. i had a really good time got to see ryan again and everyone was hanging out good times and i was having a great time ( Read more... )

so yea forget about evreything i just wrote down there.....................pointless well the girl thing i shouldnt have wrote that bc she'll never know

 i realized something today.....maybe something i should have realized earlier my whole situation with my exboyfriend and my best friend being together, i should just get over it?? yea i think i should. being that i can't do anything to change it or make myself feel better i think i should just yea get over it. its not doing me any good thinking ( Read more... )