Loving Yu : Part 3/10
STRANGE FEELING
I don't know if it's because of the time we spent together or what. But lately I've come across a strange feeling for these 2 friends of mine. I can't explain it but there's a certain feeling that stirs inside me when I'm with them.
When I'm with Yuuki, I feel at home. And when I'm with Yuya, there's a child like feeling that makes me feel happy. Two different emotions but somehow it confuses me.
I want to be certain with these feelings. I want to know if these feelings are mere friendship or is there something more.
It's possible to like 2 persons at the same time, right? But you can't love both of them, not on the same level. You have to choose 1.
So I decided to assess my true feelings for both of them. I try to think how I feel about the older one and what I feel for the younger one.
Don't get me wrong, I don't wanna play with their feelings coz they're my friends after all. But I have to be certain with who I have to choose.
After several months of contemplating, I finally realize who I love the most and decided to confess that feeling to that certain person.
So one day, I met with the other one in a nearby cafe. He said he wanted to tell me something but I'm a bit edgy because I know that he already know the status between me and his brother.
"Hi" he greeted me as he sat on the chair in front of me
"Hi. What do you want to drink" I nervously asked as I eyed him for any disgust or hatred.
He ordered coffee and I ordered the same thing. Then he immediately gets down to business
"My brother told me about you. And I'm glad that he's happy" he smiled. And this made me heave a huge sigh of relief.
"But..." he hesitated for a while before continuing "I hope you'll take good care of him"
"Yes, I promise to take good care of him and love him" I assure the person staring back at me.
"Thank you. I'm so glad to hear that." he said before standing up. But before he leave he looked at me and said “You know Aki chan. I like you so much, but I'm glad you chose my brother because he loves you more than I do. And it would serve as a good memory for him" And then he smiled for the last time and walked out of the cafe
"I like you too... But I'm not sorry I choose him... Thank you for understanding... Yuya" I said to myself.
Part 4
I don't know if it's because of the time we spent together or what. But lately I've come across a strange feeling for these 2 friends of mine. I can't explain it but there's a certain feeling that stirs inside me when I'm with them.
When I'm with Yuuki, I feel at home. And when I'm with Yuya, there's a child like feeling that makes me feel happy. Two different emotions but somehow it confuses me.
I want to be certain with these feelings. I want to know if these feelings are mere friendship or is there something more.
It's possible to like 2 persons at the same time, right? But you can't love both of them, not on the same level. You have to choose 1.
So I decided to assess my true feelings for both of them. I try to think how I feel about the older one and what I feel for the younger one.
Don't get me wrong, I don't wanna play with their feelings coz they're my friends after all. But I have to be certain with who I have to choose.
After several months of contemplating, I finally realize who I love the most and decided to confess that feeling to that certain person.
So one day, I met with the other one in a nearby cafe. He said he wanted to tell me something but I'm a bit edgy because I know that he already know the status between me and his brother.
"Hi" he greeted me as he sat on the chair in front of me
"Hi. What do you want to drink" I nervously asked as I eyed him for any disgust or hatred.
He ordered coffee and I ordered the same thing. Then he immediately gets down to business
"My brother told me about you. And I'm glad that he's happy" he smiled. And this made me heave a huge sigh of relief.
"But..." he hesitated for a while before continuing "I hope you'll take good care of him"
"Yes, I promise to take good care of him and love him" I assure the person staring back at me.
"Thank you. I'm so glad to hear that." he said before standing up. But before he leave he looked at me and said “You know Aki chan. I like you so much, but I'm glad you chose my brother because he loves you more than I do. And it would serve as a good memory for him" And then he smiled for the last time and walked out of the cafe
"I like you too... But I'm not sorry I choose him... Thank you for understanding... Yuya" I said to myself.
Part 4