HOME SWEET HOME
It's been 2 weeks and Yuuki is still on the hospital. Don't ask me how Yuya and I cope up with the expenses. All we wanted is for Yuuki to get better and be strong enough to go home.
But it seems that each passing days he starts to get thinner and weaker and it makes me want to cry. But if this is how I feel, what about the younger one? I bet he's at the brink of getting hysterical, but he still put up a brave front for his brothers sake.
But even though he's not that well, Yuuki still keeps that smile on his face and laugh at every thing his brother says and always greets me with his loving smile whenever I arrive from work.
Then one day, I was sitting beside his bed when he tugged my arms and when I look up at him he said "Ne, Akihiko lets go home. I'm tired being tied up here in the hospital."
I was about to contradict when I heard him say "Please, for me?" then I know I already accepted my defeat. So I told him that I will discuss it first with Yuya or else he will bloody murder me. And this emits a soft laugh from my beloved.
So I asked his brother's opinion about this, at first he's reluctant as I did but after we asked the doctor and he said that its fine (it seems they know what to expect later on) we brought Yuuki home.
Upon entering our home, a huge smile was plaster on his face "It's nice to be home. Nice to be back"
So I settle him on our bedroom and to make him rest for a while. Then I went to the kitchen to help Yuya prepare dinner. But what I saw as I enter made me stay put.
"Yuya" I softly called out then when he looked up I saw train of tears flowing.
"I'm scared" Is all that he said and once again turned his back on me So I walked towards him and did the first thing that comes into my mind, I hugged him tight.
"I'm scared" he repeated as I stroke his hair to pacify him
"What if one day he won't wake up? What if while I was sleeping he'll leave me? I don’t know how to live without him. I'm not use to live without him" he cried harder as he speaks these words that it made my heart tear into million pieces.
"Shhh... Yuya stop crying, Yuuki is a strong person. He will get better. He will spend more time with you, with me with us. Please stop thinking that way" then I realized that I myself was crying as well.
So after that conversation we decided to think positive and push that thought off our mind
Part 8