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[so_i_forgot]

well i'm back...
Chris' mom is dead. I feel like I should've cried. Everyone else did, but I just think of something else. But since monday, it comes in my head. Chris' mom is dead. How do you recover? I mean  think Josh said it best when he said "How does he function?" I never know what to do. If it weren't for Joshua and Rhody I think I'd move

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[jmack109]

If you move, I'm going with you.

[dxtuned]

I tried not to write about it. My last journal post was indirectly about the incident, but since you bring it up i can somewhat express certain feelings about what happened. Death is a necessity in this world, though it may be a vicious cycle, ultimately it comes down to population control. However in this situation, death was NOT needed. Deaths cold icy fingers have reached out and grasped the wrong shoulder. It was someone elses time to go, not hers. There must have been a mistake somewhere. Chris is taking this far better than i ever will, though there is reason to believe that this experience will ultimately bring about serious chronic problems. Depression, drinking, Isolation. Im no good at helping people in these type of situations, all i can do is give useless advice. regardless of all this, i suspect she raised two fine young children on her own. I toast to her life and her achievements. In the end, its not about your PHD's or your bank account or even having a library named after you. Its about your legacy and

[liv_sound]

i'm very sorry.