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to be truthfully honest..
tonight
i bawled my eyes out
jay told me he loved me
like truly loved me
i cried like i've never cried before.
i never in my whole life
thought someone could care so much.
i feel exactly the same.
i feel horrible for everything i've done to him
at the same time.
i'm thankful that he cared enough
to listen to me and take me back.
i never deserved that.
i think i love this kid.