i think i'm going to work myself to death. literally. i had to pick up a morning shift for this girl because her car broke down the night that i was closing. so i closed monday night from 7:00pm until 12:45 am, i go home and sleep for like 2 or 3 hours, then i had to go back to work at 5am on tuesday, which was supposed to be my day off. i was SO ( Read more... )

wow. i keep reading all these entries from people who've just gotten out of school, finished their first year of college. they sound so wise, like they've lived and learned so much. even if learning only means understanding what you don't know. accepting it. and somehow i feel left out. i don't feel like i've learned anything, like i've seen ( Read more... )

City lights shine down upon the place that I call home
Surrounded by a million but I feel like I’m alone
And I might be a nobody to you
But if I’m playing, would you listen?
If you would get to know me
Maybe you would love me
I’m so ordinary

Dragging ‘round an old guitar that I can’t even play
I fade into your background like a piece of yesterdayI ( Read more... )

Filling up my empty days with red wine ( Read more... )

oh my freaking god, you will never guess who came into the Starbucks that i work at this morning, and who i made a quad iced espresso in a venti cup for. never in a million years. and whos autograph i got. ELIJAH WOOD!!! as in lord of the rings hobbit! omg it was so cool. he's REALLY REALLY pretty. lol. his eyes look exactly like they do in lotr. ( Read more... )

LETS JUST KEEP HEAPING ON THE FUN!!! i'm now on crutches. yay. because i tripped over a pile of floor mats at work and did something bad (but not broken) to my foot/ankle. oh, and i probably have carpal tunnel in my wrist. YES!

someone shoot me...

PLEASE

so things were going pretty well today. i started my training on bar today at Starbucks, and my manager said i was doing really well. probably helps that i had previous espresso and coffee making abilities. but things WERE going well until i found out tonight that this little red spot i've had on my leg for like a month (if not more) is ringworm. ( Read more... )

well, i started my new job at Starbucks, and lemme tell you, it pretty much kicks ass. the only bad part is they put me on close a lot, and Starbucks sometimes doesn't close until 1am, so i don't get off work until 1:45am. it's rather tiring. like tonight, for example, i work from 6:15pm to 12:45am. Fun fun. But i like the people, they make me ( Read more... )

You're never going to understand. You are never going to see it, no matter how many ways I explain it. If you want me to get over you, you have to let me. You. Have. To. Let. Me. It's not a switch or a button that turns off emotions. It's time, and it's support, and it's healing and learning to be on my own. Learning to be without you. I'm sorry ( Read more... )

I don't know your face no more ( Read more... )