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Mar 12, 2006 23:13

Just got back home-ish. Jennifer & I gauged our ears to a 10 last night. Mmm, dried blood.
I start work Tuesday.
I got $16 lipstick from Victoria's Secret, which is amazing.
I'm about to give up meat for Lent, I know, I'm late.
But it's better now than waiting another year. No meat until easter!
I love Catholicism, really.

( Losses. )

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whiskeyhigh March 13 2006, 05:29:21 UTC

mellisa you know that i adore you!
but i'll tell you what to do....
say sorry to brett and julie. i know more than anyone that what happened between you and brett wasn't entirely you or his fault, and i'm sure the same applies to julie. the best you can do is to apologize and make peace with the situation. even if you don't continue to have a relationship with them at least it will five you an opportunity to let go.

so_long_past March 13 2006, 05:43:46 UTC

that's so true. i mean, i'm just worried. i've apologized thousands of times to brett & it just seems that by me doing that i've cheapened my words. and julie i dont think will ever forgive me and i don't think i can ever forgive her. as far as i'm concerned in julie's & my situation, I'm the one who deserves the apology, for the most part. I mean I threw a few catty insults & everything. But I guess, who doesn't in that situation?

But you're right about needing to be able to let it go & shit.
I guess I should just think about it.

I love you Jensennnnnnnnn. CALL ME!

agunandarose March 13 2006, 20:19:59 UTC

I've lost just as much as you have..

My solution is skateboarding or some kind of time occupying hobby. Yeah weed helps too but doesn't help much when you don't have any haha.

Basically yeah keep yourself occupied to the point where you don't think about it Thats how I feel contempt with being a hermit putting my happiness into my work.. well obsessing over it really.

so_long_past March 13 2006, 23:47:20 UTC

I don't like weed anyways. hah.

I have been trying. It's just hard. Tuesday it will be much easier, because i'll have a job & everything. But then again that's only 5 or 6 hours of the day I'll be occupied.
I took up scrapbooking.

only_warning March 14 2006, 02:14:15 UTC

Dude, where do you work?

so_long_past March 14 2006, 02:37:38 UTC

Quizno's on Towne Lake.