ask what we're doing, just ballin
trying to keep my bills straight stacking never fallin
caddy or a lex, trying to hit the next plateau
flex with the roll droppin drooly go-go's
i'm out smoking b's and dodging po pos
got the pimp to my soul, so i'll pimp till i'm old
hold on for a minute let me call my you know (you know)

captured in a photograph:eyes stare right through me. a ghost, a girl, a tragedy. never nothing without something else falling, failing at time. at truth. at histories. keep records of what we never were. i'm naked and exposed. the walls are crashing to the ground as hearts and hands lie.  i've found myself a backbone drawn on inkless pages. ( Read more... )

i want to walk with you down a dirt path, paved with autumn's offering of rust colored leaves. we'll walk for hours, with vodka and nothing else. the sun will set, and we'll drink to keep warm. we'll lay on the dew-wet grass and watch the stars become brighter as the night grows deeper. we'll speak of beautiful things and tragedies and how they are ( Read more... )

no more waiting. no more searching; what we seek is already found. closed off, hidden behind walls that were never meant to come down. breathing. waiting. under tired eyes, hands reach out to others. behind this mask is truth, desire, strength. vulnerability. fragile like the both of us. strength in individuality, or so it seems. the shadows fall ( Read more... )

dear world,

it's been a while and i felt compelled to write an entry about absolutely nothing, which is exactly what this is. i can't write lately. &i know why but forgive me because i won't ever tell you. i will be back, eventually. in the meantime, leave me comments and tell me a story or a dream or something beautiful or honest or ( Read more... )

i long for the night when the stars fall. i long for the night when all i know is you. my reality is dissolving under fingertips tracing routes along contours of your body. &i am clear enough to absorb everything you are, everything we will be. fast inhalations, breathe me in. i am part of you and you, forever, are everything.

&it's the simplicity of your words that has got me confused between fact and fiction ((or maybe it's just your truths and your lies)) i'm running out of  sidewalk chalk and i have long given up trying to figure out why i no longer make sense. i'm playing with one heart down that i'll never get back. never get back. &i (still) don't know why i'm ( Read more... )

her cheeks flushed to the tune of indie music and the shade of dimly-lighted white, unraveling herself from her fingertips- how they trembled, wrapping themselves inside the warmth

of her palms- to her very eyes, fathomless and lacking focus. her image, fraying at the edges right before me. she could have become part of the complexity of the mood ( Read more... )

( navigation:movement )

i wish the world was flat like the old days,
&i could travel just by folding a map.
no more airplanes or speedtrains or freeways..

there would be no distance that could hold us back.