thinking back on a few things, i'm beginning to feel somewhat violated...
i feel as though journals are written for the sake of an outlet of one's personal thoughts and ideas... 
having them read aloud, even in jest... it sux.

therefore, i will either be quitting livejournal, or posting any remaining entries or thoughts as private or friends-only ( Read more... )

eight in the effin' morning ( Read more... )

p.s.!!
i was in a magazine!!!! .. haha ok, so it's just the small school magazine.. but still! i've never really been on anything before! so yea. looking at it, i should be a model. HAHAHA omg SO kidding. hehe but yeah, it was fun... going to an actual (not really real) photoshoot.. hehe cool beans... yes... ok. that's it... bye.

sitting here on Peter's computer in their apartment, smoking a cigarette ( Read more... )

OMG... most amazing night EVER last night... :) I just needed to share~~!!
got somewhat wasted..  :) hehe

had some good times with some good friends. :)
smoked some, drank some, danced some.  It was wonderfullllll.. hehehe
there are some pictures somewhere... perhaps i shall post em sometime.. :p

Last night, Abby asked "if you could do anything in the world right now, what would u do?"...

most people would laugh and think of something ridiculous to say.
others merely shrug and say "dunno".
me? i somehow managed to come up with "if i could do anything, i would find a person to fall in love with and have them fall in love with me too".  yeah. ( Read more... )

feeling somewhat lonely... sad ( Read more... )

update on the interview thing ( Read more... )

omg i am such a failure at life. er.. or rather, school. haha
i have SO much work that I am not doing.. or am doing last minute.. 
why the fuck does school have so much readddding? :( hehe

oh, and WHO is the genius that signed up for a NEWS WRITING class, even though they hate reading the newspaper and talking to strangers? ME! that's who!! oh.em.gee. ( Read more... )

Hmm... so today will be interesting ( Read more... )