matty loves somebody other than himself

[so_sincere]

So where to begin. Hmm, well first and foremost, I told someone I love them this passed week, for the first time in my life I'm in love. Yes, I fell in love online, I am a gay cliche. About 2 or 3 weeks ago, Louis and I were chatting online, and without even thinking I almost typed 'love you' at the end of the conversation. However, I am

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[maria_bo_bia]

I had no idea you had a head of curly hair, Matt.

Also,
you guys are the most adorablest. Way to go!

[lp_coco07]

When you got emotional, it was beautiful, not embarassing. I love seeing the other side of people, and I hadn't seen the sad side of you before. My face was far from beautiful, because I look hideous while/after I cry.

The first time I cried was on Friday night when you replied "I feel sad" to me asking "Are you feeling okay?". It hit me that we were going to be separated too soon, and I loved you and didn't want to see you go.

I'll always remember the sweet moves you made, including kissing me for the first time after hiding my eyes with a tie. "I like you more than you think, Louis." "Really?" "Je t'aime Louis." I was speechless, still doubting that you meant it, though I knew you did. "And in English?" "I love you, Louis." "I love you too, Matt."

Now everytime we're going to see each other, it will be even harder to leave each other. Monday and Tuesday (aka yesterday), I felt sick to the stomach because I had so much anxiety due to you leaving.

I love you, and I can't wait to see you again.

[so_sincere]

This is what I will read everytime I need a smile.

I forgot I told you in french first. It was too in the moment to know what was going on.

Thanks for being that someone

[snowjap]

It was great meeting you in person Matt. Kevin and I had a lot of fun with you two at dinner/dessert/casino, it was a lot of fun. Thanks again for the great chat at dessert, it was great getting to know you more.

I think you two go well together and I see how happy Louis was when you were here. It may seem like a long time away, but soon you'll see each other again and you'll get to spend more time together. In the meantime, you can finish school and get ahead so that you'll have more time when you two do meet again.

Cheers man and talk to you later.

~P

[myfailingplans]

that takes guts, to say "i love you." it takes even more guts to actually let yourself love someone. at least, i think so.

[sans_visage]

friday?

V&V Boutique?

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