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And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care

And why can't I sleep?

Every night I think I certainly won't ever sleep sober, or alone ( Read more... )

Things are so crazy right now ( Read more... )

What the fuck am I doing?
Bad news
Bad news
I'm bad news.

Deena quit the family last night. It was intense.
I've been clean for 1 month and 2 weeks....crazy.
I just fill the void with food and beer now.
Holly thinks I'm becoming an alcoholic
I think I'm just sad...and beer makes me happy.

I have made the big decision ( Read more... )

"Long Johns make my thighs look really muscular."
- Lance