What a terrible snow day today. I was waiting at the bus stop and I was being blown away. So tym came around and drove me to my car and lovely enough we fought the whole way back to my car, just screaming at eachother. I really appreciate his friendship...great kid ( Read more... )

This weekend has been terrible. He didn't want to tell my family? Why won't he let us fucking care? i'm trying to spend all my time there I don't want any regrets about not saying goodbye. I want him to know that I do love him, and that even though he is so fucking stubborn that we ARE going to be there. God? Everything has taken a back seat in my ( Read more... )

I am actually in a once in a lifetime happy mood right now, so I have to document this because god knows it may be the only time I get to say it and mean it.

I LOVE.....
the fact that Megan is the reason that none of my relationships work
that everyone loves my family
my newness of a new boy and that my family adores him
smoking. <3 ( Read more... )

Valentines day was fun besides my crazy breakdown.

I recieved a bracelet that says "you are mine" from a special person and I will wear it until I am in the grave. I had a valentine so it was cute <3 But I had to work all day and what not. But Kristin Megan and I ate by the romantic light of a candle. So cute AND I got the best card ever that ( Read more... )

My cell phone broke last night. I dunked it in a cup of soda on accident. Good going Merissa. UGH

London is booked! God I can't fucking wait especially since I'll luckily enough be there on my birthday. No better way to spend a birthday then with a bunch of people not from Long Island.

My car got the axe today. I had so many memories with her, when I first saw her in the garage, to the time she wouldn't start, all the laughs shared in her nook, the first kisses ( Read more... )

The Better Choices Bulletin ( Read more... )

Well life has been busy. I've kept myself entertained. I love my philosphy class <3 ( Read more... )

Well all that hard earned money is getting thrown right out the window. Im going to england over the summer with kristin. Anyone else who wants to come, just let us know. I love how Kristin and I can just stay on the phone and giggle for hours. Last night we had a lot of fun she just stopped by for a few hours and we watched lifetime <3 ( Read more... )

My mom has been in this whole "youre old enough to make your own decisions" part of life. It's a hard adjustment. She says if I want to come home I come home, If I want to sleep at a boys house go ahead. It's really a little bit too odd for me.

Even my new freedom is suffocating