Of all those things, I sure as hell hope you don't become a high school drop out! You're much smarter than that. Besides, after high school, it's different. There is always bullshit in life and in college, but not the kind of arbitrary pointless bullshit they give you in high school. You don't have that much longer, so I know you can pull through with it and then take advantage of your intelligence by putting that scholarship to good use!
The car part...oh, I can totally sympathize! ::hugs::
I don't want to be a highschool dropout. I'm not giving up and I'm not saying I just don't care...I just can't make myself go there these days and any time I ask for help they don't seem interested in giving it.
Thankyou for the concern. :-) Happy New Years! <333
I totally plan on having a career. I've never planned on floating like that.
Unfortunately I've missed something like thirty something days, now. I have a totally legit (allbeit, uncommon and completely psychological) reason. Unfortunately not only have I missed a ton of time but a ton of work, also.
If I don't graduate in the spring I lose my scholarship and I know I wouldn't be able to bring myself to go back to school the next semester. I have a problem with failure and that's what is keeping me from there, now. COMPLETELY failing would just...I don't know.
Thanks for your advice and concern. I wish I could have offered you similar consolation in regards to the deadbeat thieving bitches post. :-/ <3
You dropping out will result in a horrific beat down! You've come a long way, don't let yourself down.
Fuck the new years bullshit, one day is one day. A mortal number specified by stupid creatures. 365 followed by 365 or however many days there are in a year. A day is a day, the sun goes up, the sun goes down, people are born - die yada yada yada. Live you're life day by day but plan way ahead. Don't do anything stupid.
as for a car...that's kinda been my outlook the wholoe time. My first car will be in good shape and will cost me a lot up front, but I won't have to fix it as much in the long run...insurence will just be higher :P
I know a day is just a day. I know it's only a number chosen and specified by people...but as people we are governed by this knowledge that these "first" and "last" days are occurring...and that's what I mean. I think we put ourselves into this self-fulfilling prophecy where we begin shaping our "New Year" according to how our New Year plays out. I'm not saying it's magical mystical junk...I'm saying I think we trick ourselves into making our lives into what we perceive them to be.
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The car part...oh, I can totally sympathize! ::hugs::
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Thankyou for the concern. :-) Happy New Years! <333
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Unfortunately I've missed something like thirty something days, now. I have a totally legit (allbeit, uncommon and completely psychological) reason. Unfortunately not only have I missed a ton of time but a ton of work, also.
If I don't graduate in the spring I lose my scholarship and I know I wouldn't be able to bring myself to go back to school the next semester. I have a problem with failure and that's what is keeping me from there, now. COMPLETELY failing would just...I don't know.
Thanks for your advice and concern. I wish I could have offered you similar consolation in regards to the deadbeat thieving bitches post. :-/ <3
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Fuck the new years bullshit, one day is one day. A mortal number specified by stupid creatures. 365 followed by 365 or however many days there are in a year. A day is a day, the sun goes up, the sun goes down, people are born - die yada yada yada. Live you're life day by day but plan way ahead. Don't do anything stupid.
as for a car...that's kinda been my outlook the wholoe time. My first car will be in good shape and will cost me a lot up front, but I won't have to fix it as much in the long run...insurence will just be higher :P
::hugs::
:-* there ya go ^_^
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I know a day is just a day. I know it's only a number chosen and specified by people...but as people we are governed by this knowledge that these "first" and "last" days are occurring...and that's what I mean. I think we put ourselves into this self-fulfilling prophecy where we begin shaping our "New Year" according to how our New Year plays out. I'm not saying it's magical mystical junk...I'm saying I think we trick ourselves into making our lives into what we perceive them to be.
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