I fucking hate this ( Read more... )

I cannot imagine how things could possibly get any worse right now ( Read more... )

I

HATE HATE HATE

when people say they will call you, and don't.

I'll wait for you until the streets become sand
And all the cellings in new york have come down
I'll wait for you until the stars dominate the skies again

You can't control who you love... You don't choose who you love.

I tried to ignore it.

I couldn't.

I'm sorry.

I never meant to hurt you.

If it helps, I'll be hurt as well.... it's unrequited, and I deserve it.

I'm a horrible person.

I'm shaking all over the damn place.

DePaul is trying to get me back.

Interesting.

I have only been here a few hours and I already just want to go home, to Chicago. I miss Chicago so much... Its scary thinking I won't be going back there to stay.

Where can I go, if not here?

I don't feel like I belong anywhere.

This is the most frustrating thing ever.... Where am I going to be in January???

I am leaving, right now, to drive back to Michigan.

I hate this drive. It's lonely no matter who you're with.

It has recently come to my attention that it is very smart to eat a bagel out of a bowl rather than on a plate, because if it falls upside down, you won't lose your cream cheese! Yay!

I'm coming home tomorrow!!