Oh my god driving is scary. and i wasn't even properly driving, i was just going round a little place in first gear, shatting myself. that said, i can't wait to start ^_^

Work is still a bitch unfortunately and all my friends have tried to be really helpful with suggestions and stuff and i'm really grateful to you all. The reason I haven't actually taken on any of the advice is because as it happens I'm a bit of a spaz and couldn't stand the thought of disappointing the people in my team. I doubt a lot of them would ( Read more... )

Everyone had a really good time at my house party, except me unfortunately. I was megaly enjoying myself at first until i sobered and realised what an absolute shit hole my house had just turned into. People kept opening doors making music blare outside to the digust of one of my neighbours. Close the fucking doors worked for about 5 minutes until ( Read more... )

I have a horrible feeling in my stomach that my parents are somehow going to ruin the party. They have a habit of doing things like that. I can deal with them when they get back, thats fine. There's two other possibilites though ( Read more... )

My parents have left me with a free house. Very clever of them. If I haven't invited you, don't think its because I don't want you to come, its either because im incredibly stupid and thought i've alreayd invited you or i think you might not want to come and don't want to intrude on you. Again incredibly dumb. Just give me a shout if u wanna come. ( Read more... )

I'm really starting to get sick to my teeth of my work. I hate having to teach people things that I barely know myself and everyone always seems to get dumped on me as I'm one of the three bottom people who have been here long enough that I'm supposed to know stuff. I hate being forced onto the phones even though I would never be able to make ( Read more... )

I really dislike my work now. Today i was sat there in a mood all day, a really pissed off mood too. Those people that know me know how very unusual it is for me to be actually pissed off. And its all down to my mentor. My mentor who I praised and praised and praised when i first started. Now, he hates me and ignores me the whole time. And what is ( Read more... )

I'm really happy. and i know, i know it sounds cliqued, but I haven't been this happy in a long time. I think thats why i haven't updated in so long. I havne't been able to complain about things. And yes, its pretty much all down to Flori. I'm starting to chill out more and...I'm just really happy. Stupidest update ever, but hey, at least its an

I can't stand it when people are horrible to eachother. i was just watching the x factor thing and sharons and whatsherfaces argument thing and I feel as if their anger is directed at me. I guess thats why arguments always make me uncomfortable, I feel anomisity to a stupid degree, even if it isnt against me - even if its not really there ( Read more... )

My 1000 pound tv has just gone ka-put. I'm a bit scared. and a bit angry as big brother starts tonight of all the luck. yay for tomoro and saturday night!