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[soapboxrockstar]

i just wrote this long message on myspace to my friend about my brother and our parents divorce and holidays and family, and just before i pushed send, it closed the page and my letter is forever lost. forever! and it was really well written and i was probably going to post some of it here. but now i can't. and im so angry that its taking all my

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[java_fiend]

Doooooooooood. That really sucks. I'm sorry about that! Is the divorce a recent thing? I'm sorry, Kel!!! Are you doing okay?

[soapboxrockstar]

awww thanks!! no the divorce was like 7 or 8 years ago but holidays remind me of how much i can't really remember enough about holidays with the whole family together. and the whole letter i was writing was analyzing me and zak (my brother), and especially zak's feelings towards holidays. the friend i was sending the message to is his girlfriend so we were talking about him a lot. and through writing the letter i realized a lot about myself and zak and family and stuff, so it was frustrating to lose it, because i had worded everything so well it was a great way of explaining it all. but i mean basically it said something about how every year its just another year since we had a real family holiday, and the memories have faded even more. and that makes me a little sad, because i'd like to remember when my family was good and together and stuff. holidays were always a big thing for us. and i think ive blacked out a lot of family stuff in my head, and i cant remember anything at all about moving out of our house. seriously not anything

[java_fiend]

Ahhhh... I'm sorry, Kel. That really has to make the holidays rough. I'm so sorry.

Things are going pretty well, thanks. My mom is doing really well, which is a big relief.

What are you doing on this long weekend??? Might you have time for coffee?