well, josh left yesterday for a two week long working trip back home. i'll be going home on the 20th and i can't wait because being in my house for two weeks alone with my two cats is very depressing ( Read more... )

i'm to in love, it's to sickening to expand upon.

josh is gone this weekend and i'm fucking walking around the house like a damn zombie. i already built a table, cleaned the entire house, finished half of my homework and designed five more furniture projects. at this rate, by the time he gets back i'll have built us a new house, a boat and decorated both... i guess that doesn't sound like a zombie ( Read more... )

i am always jumping the gun. i am soo.. ready for it to be the two of us, i'm ready to graduate, i'm ready to move again, i am ready to have a real job, i'm ready to buy a house. ugh. i need to keep my eye on the prize (which is finishing each class one by one and then working on my portfolio).

want want want want.... blah blah blah.. yeah

i had no idea when i started school how much of the right place it is. the price is a little high, but i'm pretty sure it will pay off.

be as it may.. i require nothing, and i think its funny. that you should think anything less. perhaps its my own fault, but still, that doesn't decrease the humor. perhaps that is my problem all around.

it's amazing how some things just disappear when you are supremely happy. : )

fuck my life. sometimes i'm such a waste of flesh. god damnit.

just one more thing that i broke and now have to fix. why do i have to make things so god damned hard for myself.

i'm not happy.

my first attempt, in executing ads...


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today is a wonderful day... for no other reason than that i woke up refreshed and renewed. i need no one today, but have love for everyone at the same time. by this time next week i will be among true friends and wonderful acquaintances. no awkwardness or stressful situations. hopefully. you never can tell ( Read more... )