when i write, i write about the feelings i have for the moment. just because it's a depressing entry doesn't mean that i'm thoroughly depressed... i just want to write about how i'm feeling right then and there.

five minutes later, it's gone.

last night my friend texted me and said quick! go outside and look at the stars. the sky is clear tonight. ( Read more... )

i just saw the coolest thing in the whole widest world.

lights in my hair disappearing as the sun sets. a golden string tied to my silly litle head, stretched from one eternity to another.

all because the sun cast its glow on my pen.

best thing i have heard today:

me: "daddy, can we buy mango bravo from contis for dessert tonight?"

pappy: "ano yun?"

me: "cake! yung.. mango and chocolate and whipped cream cake. please? please?"

pappy: "ok."

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i wonder if i should watch my friends play tonight. hrm.

tamad tamad mag drive papuntang makati... pero masaya ( Read more... )

you know how that feels.

it's a moment when you are aware of everything that surrounds you. the life of all things fills you up until you become conscious that you are conscious, and then the moment is gone.

i feel like i am dancing in the middle of a forest under the full moon surrounded by fireflies. i'm aware of every beat and every breath and ( Read more... )

"ten tiny embraces"

rinka's words.

ten tiny embraces that mean the world to me.

i am not sad. i am not lonely. although i feel like i am swimming in a melancholic happiness, if there is even such a thing.

i asked the world to stop turning, and the world promised to.

i asked the world to go on, and the world said, "no."

to this i replied, "but i ( Read more... )

i might accompany my cousin, jett, tomorrow to ateneo. he's going to take his ACET! wow... i suddenly feel old... he's going to take it na? already? i remember him being such a cute little boy who stopped speaking to us ever since my sister punched him in the face for teasing her. hahahaha.

kim said something nice about my sister: "i can trust ( Read more... )

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HUWAAT?! IT EARTHQUAKED?!?! HAHAHAHAHAH ( Read more... )

there was this time when i went to a friend's party and the lights went out. there was a momentary power outage and so we all gathered outside. the moon was huge and beautiful and bright. suddenly, one of my friends came up to me, touched my face and said, "you're so milky."  milky!

jay used to always say that i looked glow-in-the-dark.

and i ( Read more... )

bad habit to break #2: saying the first thing that goes into my silly little head when i am pissed, drenched by the rain, enduring a toothache, hungry or being taken care of by a certain band manager. actually, let's change that.

bad habit to break #2: saying the first thing that goes into my silly little head.

i wrote a new poem today and jules ( Read more... )