I wish you knew what it was like to be me. If you did you'd know that I have feelings and I can be hurt. If you knew you'd be able to that I'm not just trying to make life miserable for you. If you knew, you'd know that I don't go out of my way to make things hard for you. You'd know what it's like to put every ounce of energy into being loved by ( Read more... )

So floks...I just got back from a job interveiw and it looks like I might get a job as an offics asst/book keeper. which is going to be awesome cuz it's at camera exposure. eew there's a pube on the keyboadr. yuck. anyway. I'll post and tell y'all if I got the job or not.

Hey you guys I'm finally free. I'm starting school on monday and I'm looking for a pt job so if you know of one... but it's freat my schedule is finally freed up so I can chill with you fools again. Kenny We need to hang out before you're off to the big apple. We should go to the beach or something. Hey does kenny even have a LJ? Well david telll ( Read more... )

wow tonight was an interesting show. The snow came down all on one side of the stage and made it all slippery, the haze(fog machine) got stuck on and tripped the fire alarm like 15 min till the end of the show luckily the fire door (sounds like a train)was proped open from something earlier. But the freakin alarm was so loud and it was still going ( Read more... )

Ye3ah I'm hot shit. Too bad I know it. Well anyway I think I'm going to have to spend all of my check on my car. that sux but guess what? I don't have to have periods anymore! how rad is that? I was on the patch but I have to go in every 3 mos. to get more patches and I figured if I have to go in every 3 mos anyway why not save some dough on " ( Read more... )

Wow I just saw Napoleon Dynamite with Jared Kenny and David and uh...Brentan? yeah she's pretty, and that movie is friggin' hilaroius! I really liked it. Anyway I'm going to go get naked now bye.

dude! I think my paycheck is gonna be like $1,300! I'd rather work less and get less I worked 123.5 hours over the last 2 weeks and that's just what I'm getting paid for I really worked like 130hrs. It's insane, if I worked "full time" it would be 80 hrs. It's like I work a million hours. But anyway the show is really good now we've gotten a ( Read more... )

Mon day is my b-day. So who ever is going ice skating: we are meeting at UTC ice rink between 1 and 2 pm. Public skate is over at 5 and we'll discuss what to do next at the ice rink or you can just go home if you're tired of hanging out with me. Um...Its $9 to get in and $3 for skate rentals I think. If you want to go but can't afford it give me a ( Read more... )

So my birthday is a week from tomorow and I have nobody to hang out with! I'm so sad. Somebody call me if you want to come over on my b-day I want to at least not be totally alone on my b-day like a loser.

God I've been working so much! I've worked 82 hours this week. I get tomorrow off and go back to work again tuesday.

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