So I might not leave after all. It looks like ther is a chance that Jake isn't leavin until october or march of next year or something. It's cool. I'm excited. which is cool and sucks. I won't be able to save up as much money over the summer. But it's ok because I might be able to work at the old globe for a show and get $$ for my yearly trip. YAY ( Read more... )

Aww I hate talking to Cort...WellI actually like it but it makes me so sad. I feel like we're friends when we are talking but then he never calls or visits when he's in town. Whatever.

So life is very confusing. I talked to jake about a bunch of stuff last night and now I'm worried I fucked things up between him and me. We were talking this morning and he said it felt like he was talking to a friend instead of his girl. I hope that whatever happen it's ok. I don't want to hurt him and I don't want to get hurt. I am going to go ( Read more... )

So there's a chance I can go to Indiana and make $15/hr plus only pay $75-100 for rent. It would be awesome. Just for the sumer while jake was away. Imagine how much $ I'd save! I could come back for school and have money for school and rent for a long time. It would be really good for me. The house would be very large and spacious, I'd have to ( Read more... )

So my mom is kicking me out. No good reason just that she can't find a job that pays well enough so she gave me 30 days to find a job and stay where I am and live in a house full of dirty gross boys and probably have to share a room with one or live in blossom valley (AKA middle of fucking nowhere) in a camper with her AND my sister. Hmm couch 35 ( Read more... )

fuck. life is confusing.

nick is hot

So we're having another party today it's awesome. There is this really drunk girl that all the guy's are hitting on. Today I got to hang out with sam it was cool I haven't seen him in a long time. I went to faire today but they closed because it was raining it sucked. It really sucks when you have a friend who's all gothic and depressed like a butt ( Read more... )

So lately I've been getting to sleep at 5-6am. It's not so bad. I enjoy being up at night. The only problem is that on tuesdays and thursdays I have school so I have to fall asleep at a decent hour on mon and wed. Whatever. Donnie Darko is a good movie ( Read more... )

Wow the party was so fun! A guy fell asleep with his shoes on and well...my advice to you is take off your shoes when you go to a party. There are pics with ass in his face, he got tea-bagged, they wrote stuff on his face. It was pretty funny. when he heard about it the next day he thought it was funny, I thought he'd be mad I'm glad he wasn't. Oh ( Read more... )