I keep trying but it won't go away. I don't want to be depressed anymore I've been doing so much better but it keeps coming back. I don't know what to do. Damnit.

I washed my car yay! Finally got it all done. Did everything even the things that never got cleaned... I cleaned them. That was disgusting but ya. Glad I got it done I feel very accomplished yay! lol. I'm so cool. Oh man ( Read more... )

Il faut que je dessine pendant que ma vie parce que si je ne dessine pas je ne me suis pas.

At times it can feel frusterating leading two lives because say one will be fine while the other isn't as good or just frusterating you. Makes things hard at times because it leads to feeling like you don't belong sometimes in either. I'll be fine about this later and everything just is difficult at times.

So... I may move out sooner than originally planned.

I love country music!!! Especially Rascal Flatts! haha. I'm so freaking cool!

Today was awesome. It was so peaceful my dad came over in the morning and there wasn't an akward feeling with him and my mom everyone just enjoyed themselves it was aweosme. I got to talk to lots of old friends today. Things like this make me realize how stupid it is to fret about all the small stuff and I'm trying to be better about that. I feel ( Read more... )

Happy Holidays Everyone!

Happy birthday! Oh well...

so lifes interesting. ive got a stomach ache. i love how no one knows i have this. haha. yay for talking to myself.