Please make it stop
Well my time here is running out and there are so many things that I have to get done before I go. First of all I am taking a summer class and that takes a lot of my time. I would like to think that I can get away with doing work last minute, like I always do, but then I get to thinking about my GPA. So last semester I didnt do so well and I got my second C in college (the first was in Calc one although i deserved a B cause my average was 79.6) and that brought down my GPA. So now that I have to pull that up I have to start trying to start working on assingments earlier. I am not worried about this class because Lit is one of my favorite subjects but because it is an independent study class, I have to do alot of work at a time. It really sucks but what can I do.
So as time runs out on me again, all I can think about is about how I wish I could make it stop (maybe for just a day) that way I can really catch up with a lot of stuff! I have started my packing process so that I have tons plenty of time to ship it home. Although I am excited to be going back home and am also kinda scared. Six years ago when I left Belize everyone of my friends also left. Two of my best friends are now married and one has a child. It is scary to think that I am going back home and seeing people I dont even know anymore. Just yesterday I was talking to a friend and I was telling him that I was afraid of moving back and starting all over again. As I thought about some more I concluded that I am TERRIFIED. I dont wanna to meet new friends, I dont wanna start all over again. It took me a long time to get use to living here and now that I am finally happy here I have to move back. Life is so unfair sometimes!
Well I spoke to my mom yesterday and she said that she and dad looked at an "apartement" yesterday. From what they told me it sounds more like a dorm than an apartment but its kinda neat. Its a two bedroom place and one is paired up with a compatible roommate. They give out a survey and rank according to compatibility. The place is within walking distance from the school and they also have a shuttle that can pick you up if you are too lazy to walk. The place has a main kitchen downstairs (its a three story building) and woman that runs the place offers a meal plan. That is every night you could have a home cooked meal and be joined by the other people who live at the house. So this sounds really good! I just hope its not just my mom making it all up just to make me feel happier about moving!
Anyway I must get back to writing that now overdue essay! Damn time never stops!