i just can't get enough of regina spektor.
i love her. i love her. i love her.

so, i havent written in 1000000 years. not on here, not in my journal, not in my head..
who and what have i become.

crazed.

i forget who i was 3 months ago.
i've lost my mind.
i've lost a sense of everything.
i've lost touch with whoever is reading this.

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a real entry.
I pledge to do atleast one a week, cause I miss the old me.
but the entries will include thoughts of the new me,
and you'll all be saying things like 'oh, she is SO college"

once i come to my senses and stop doing things half assed, my life will be that much greater. i'm lazy, i'm a procrastinator, i am the furthest from determined; and ( Read more... )

TRUE:
i don't even write anymore 
i've become shain grady in a can.
& i'm lifeless but am having the time of my life.

FALSE:
i'm not missing home,

i thought i was seriously happy until i got home tonight.
i havent missed home since i've been here and now at this very moment i'm craving the city streets.
the only thing i have reminding me of home right now ( Read more... )

-today my friend robert told me my foot smelled like italian dressing.

i love college.
but i havent forgot about you assholes.

i think it's insane that i failed to realize this for 17(almost 18) years of my life...

regardless of what happens to me in life, i will wind up becomming a lounge singer.

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Soundtrack to Highschool.
Various Artist.

1. 'party all the time'-eddie murphy. soundtrack of 2004
 2.'heyyy yahhh'-outkast. JH club stalker status
 3.'white houses'-vanessa carlton. obvious reasons.
 4.'melt with you'- modern english. sat*s night's junior year, <3.
 5.'in da club'-50cent kerri reicky & h.mcgee burning down egypt.
 6.'damit'-blink182. ( Read more... )

wait a second, am i the only one that realizes that friday night we were all real friends. Not just creepy friends who leave random LJ comments to each other because sometimes we just dont have the balls to say it to their faces. I'm ready to do it again, because it was a ball.
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So, i broke down in the garden yesterday.


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