bad day. bad bad day. not happy ( Read more... )

Sitting at home on a saturday night typing into this God forsaken online journal. what kind of person does this? me, apparently. i feel like such a loser. and a procrastinating loser at that. rough draft due tomorrow for research paper. yeah right. i don't even know what i'm doing. i wonder what happens if i don't turnitindotcom it tomorrow. ( Read more... )

so i am an official NHS member. joy? i think not. now i have to tutor the stupid freshmen. oi ( Read more... )

AAAAAUUUUUGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

did anyone else realise that our research paper for history is due in ONE FUCKING week?!?!?!??! OH MY GOD I'M GONNA DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

oh wow how i would kill myself if i lived in ennis montana. there is absolutely NOTHING to do there. sure, it's nice to be with family, but really it's SO small. how small you ask? take this: in the whole entire junior class at the high school there are less than 30 kids. NOT KIDDING. so yeah, there's like 100 kids in the whole frikin school. how ( Read more... )

okay so that only made me think more. oh how i miss................

a survey to take my mind off of things......... or to make me think more, we shall see.

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[1] First grade teacher's name: Mrs............ oh man, it was weird. she liked bees!! i switched into her class half way through. MRS MANNAN! i remembered!!! how exciting
[2] Last words you said: "Do you like that whipped cream?" (take it as you wish)
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today was the most boring day ever. i did nothing. which was relaxing and all that, but really, all i did was sit at this stupid computer doing history. and i STILL can't do it. i don't know how. being absent really isn't a good thing. hmmm, anyone who si in brunn's chemistry class please tell me if that packet we started is due next week or not. ( Read more... )

things have been really out of hand lately. i really think everything is starting to work out and fall in place. i hope nothing changes because today was an awesome day. i haven't had one of these in a long time. i slept for 14 hours last night. it was amazing. and then i wake up and go get massage. HOW awesome is that?? i know. it's awesome. it ( Read more... )

what the hell is wrong. i don't know what is going on with anyone. even though it involves me, i have no idea about anything. all i know is what I feel. and right now.... i feel many things. which probably isn't good. i should be feeling one thing. instead, there are so many thoughts in my head and i dont know how to sort them. if i could write, ( Read more... )