Things Have Only Gotten Worse

[soccerhunny14]

So. Unfortunately, rather than telling everyone how miraculous this experience has been and how much progress I've made, yadda yadda.. the sad truth of the matter is that I think I've regressed. I feel terrible. I have to force myself to eat, I don't sleep, I hate school.. this is all so ridiculous. Even though I know what's going on is unhealthy

Comments

[amiker]

Well I read it all. And um... I think there is NO possible way that I could not understand all that. But I'm pretty sure you're at the point I was wisdom-wise by my 2nd breakup. Not my first serious heartbreak. Because you have to remember that one. Bad news bears. So.... all I have to say:

When you're going through hell, keep going.

Hang in there.

[lady_bonaparte]

I feel like maybe you are hurrying yourself in trying to move on and feel better and all that- just go as slowly as you need to, and it's okay if you don't feel perfect right now, and it's okay if you feel like you still need to listen to his messages- one day you will be strong enough to ignore them, but until then, cut yourself some slack. You are going through something really hard while at the same time trying to deal with a totally hectic lifestyle. It's so normal to be feeling frustrated and down. I agree with Amber- you just have to do your best to survive and get through it and know that when you feel this sad things are guaranteed to get better soon. And so many people love you and are thinking of you!!