fuck this

Mar 20, 2005 22:58

This week was one of the worst. I feel like I'm not even in my own body right now. I don't even know what to do. I'm so glad that I played a soccer game today (or sucked at it rather) and I don't even remember what happened in the game. I didn't feel like I was on the field, I couldn't move or focus or do anything. I was just there. All I ( Read more... )

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I HATE SCHOOL TOO! MRRR soccerchick9 March 20 2005, 21:04:42 UTC
girl! u DO NOT suck at soccer, u ALWAYS tear it up. do not worry about what nebody has to say (or yell) to you. like today, what some of them were freaking out about was NOT your fault at all, and even coach pointed that out. u and i both know u r amazing! and apparently coach does too since u play almost every min. of every game!! :)

and the whole "out of body experience" is a normal thing i think every college kid feels. u know i've been like that before. i think its just a way of your mind trying to releave u of some stress u know? like it will go away for a while so u aren't thinking about much! lol i dunno, but i do know it happens and it will go away! u know my cry/laugh fits! they come and go. its ok! :) U WILL BE OK CAUSE THE TWINNERS R CHAMPS!

and yes...i am very glad wayne and sean came this weekend. it was so good 2 c those boys again! :) i heart them!

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:) soccersucks9 March 21 2005, 06:10:02 UTC
thanks girl!!! I love you!!!!! <3

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oneillboardshak March 21 2005, 09:14:29 UTC
babe be strong!
everything will get a shit load better okay?
your amazing at soccer! haha trust me i know, i always wanted to be like you when i was in middle school! everyone has there bad days and thats just how it goes trust me. just dont give up like i did because i horribly regret quiting soccer. your so kick ass and just keep with it darling! & good luck on your next game!!!! ♥
love you!
<3*Love

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aww! soccersucks9 March 21 2005, 09:48:19 UTC
You just made my week!!! That was so sweet! Thank you so much :)
<3

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serenity1633 March 21 2005, 20:17:55 UTC
ME TOO!!!! I VISITED!!!!
<3 you

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soccersucks9 March 22 2005, 07:38:19 UTC
:) can't wait till you guys come and party!!

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serenity1633 March 22 2005, 20:11:58 UTC
hahahah :) yessssss

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