Troubled

[soccr17girlie]

Today was a hard day at school. I had to do all these worksheets in marketing, then write and in class paper in one block, and then i had a test in Ap Environmental Science. It was a long day and i was looking forward to see jeremy after school when i came home but he didnt come over. i was so upset bc i told him the day before that i got out early

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[jchp03]

i wish you would understand why i get mad...you don't ever look at it from my point of view...how do i know you want to see me if you don't call...you didn't call me last night beacuse you wrote in my journal the reason why you didn't...so don't say you did. you called this morning but i don't even remember what we talked about. then i didn't hear from you so i figured you had stuff to do or something...if you had called when you got home than i'd understand. And when i call and ask you if somehting is wrong don't lie to me. I hate being lied to and you know it. so stop doing it. I asked you if something was wrong...and i knew there was but you didn't say anything was wrong so i was like f*ck it...i guess i'm ust being over paranoid about it...and if this is stressing you out...than stop doing it..i don't want to be a problem in your life...in fact...don't even worry about it...i guess i feel like i've been a problem...like i'm just another thing for you to balance...

[soccr17girlie]

I know that i was so upset and that i didnt speak up for myself. But it will all work out bt us, bc our love is so strong. Even though we fight sometimes. It will all be ok. I love you!