Just in tears

[soccr17girlie]

I had a game tonight, and we played awsome eventhough we lost 0-4. Jeremy came over when i got home. We took a walk and ended up at the park. It was so much fun swinging, and looking at the clouds to figure out what shapes they were. I just thought that things would work out, but i guess i am putting too mcuh pressure on him and i have to let him

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crushing my own heart never hurts right...?

[jchp03]

you act like i've never been there...like this is all new to me. i'm not used to being on this end no...i hate to see you cry. to hurt. to feel andy discontentment at all. i want you to remain satisfied with everything i do. you know that. it's just like you said, i ust need some time. i mean i guess things have changed...and you promised me theyed change more. but i just don't have any reason to beleive you. I mean you said they'ed change then and they didn't. you couldn't even say goodbye last night...what the hell's up with that...and then you expect me to not be mad at you for it. and if you must know i really don't think you went to the park...and if you did, then you know what your mother was talking about...and i don't appreciate being left out like this. you knew where i was. and i jsut want to know where you are.
i'm out...