Today was so much fun...well actually not really ( Read more... )

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I'd never thought it would come to this ( Read more... )

I am at a loss of words right now, i cant think of what to write. Everything is perfect right now. I am madly in love with my boyfriend of whom i want to spend the rest of my life with, I am getting good grades in college (but i have to get tutored in math), and I love college and all the friends i have made. But i miss my boyfriend so much bc he ( Read more... )

so...im at collge, one of the hardest things that i have dont in my life. Especilly being away from my home. I love it here, i have meet so many new people, and i have like 3 new best friends. One of them, Cassi, is so home sick that she goes home every weekend, she is even thinking about transfering back home. i hope that she doesnt bc i really ( Read more... )

i mean we were doing just fine, and he broke up with me. i feel like he gave up too easily. i guess that i am the only one still trying to make it work. just because i went out with another guy tonight doesnt mean i dont want to be with jeremy. i aske him repeatedly since monday if this is what he wanted. i didnt start talkign to Dan until jeremy ( Read more... )

i had the best day hanging out with jeremy, but all i could think about was that i was not his girlfriend. i guess that is one thing that i will have to get used to. i was upset when he left bc i felt that he should regret that he broke up with me, but he doesnt. he didnt really have a reason in the first place to break up with me, and i feel like ( Read more... )

today i woke up at 7:30 to take jenna to conditioning. came home and fell asleep. picked her up at 9:30. ate breakfast and watched "The Nanny" then i waited for jeremy to call me, but he never did. i got online to see if he was on and all his away message said was trashed so i called him to make sure that everything was alright. he just said that ( Read more... )

He said his goodbye on July 11, 2004 in his journal and I didnt even realize it. I was just so oblivious to the fact it could really truly be over. i guess thats all my fault.

Just crying realizing that its all over. I am just happy that i have had the best two years of my life with a wonderful guy who loved me with all his heart and strived to make me happy at any cost. It is just hard to say goodbye to a person who has meant the world to me. I know that it is for the better bc we are on two totally different paths. ( Read more... )