Mom's letting me drive to Aunt Sue's house.
Thank FREAKING god because I don't think I can stand seeing that family for an extended period of time.

Don't lift me up with your strong intent on dropping me back down.

Are you like this?
Afraid to be yourself.

And if you somehow get through all of this without hating yourself, for all of this.
Just know that I will hate you enough for the both of us.

Spent that night alone, the first in a long time.
Forgotten all the loneliness and darkness in ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I just really beat myself up over the stupidest things.
Sometimes, I wish I was someone else.
I wish I wasn't such a fucking idiot.
I wish I never quit Cross Country.
I wish I got better grades my freshman year.
I wish I didn't drive a van.
I wish I was "in shape".
I wish I could make someone truely happy ( Read more... )

I hate when people so close to you, look up to the wrong people. They become just like them; a young clone. I wish we were close like we used to be. I wish you weren't a fucking liar. You're bad at it, you know. I was always fucking there for you. You are so important to me, and everytime I try to help you take and it spit it out, like its nothing ( Read more... )

Lately mornings feel like im not winning,
Like I know a lot... lots of missing.
There is a skyscraper takeover on 8th and Broad,
And I can't explore out of fear.
The same old fears, the same old doubts,
Like why dancing scares the hell out of me.
Astrology says it will be fun to forget last year in the new year.
And you're so sweet for ( Read more... )

Walking in Danny's room earlier was when it all hit me ( Read more... )

Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away ( Read more... )

Gwen Stefani is god.

I switched shifts with Kelly, so I can have my FIRST SATURDAY NIGHT OFF ALL SUMMER. And what happens? I get grounded for curfew last night. Fuck that shit! I was home a half hour late, and its not like she mom there waiting. I texted Katie, and she told her. Im convincing her that im going out. It's the last Saturday of summer ( Read more... )

Today's theme song is "Movin' On Up" (The Jefferson's Theme). Mama D is thinking about moving Kelly and I to Cash Office.

Cashier? Check.
Customer Service? Check.
Cash Office? Check ( Read more... )

I should be a writer. I love writing in my LJ. Why did I stop, Im so retarded. I remember one day in Mrs. Jeppe's 7th grade language arts class, she went around telling everyone what she thought they were gonna be when they grew up. Everyone got these cool careers; President, Robber, MTV DJ. When it was my turn, I was so stoked. "Kara, you're gonna ( Read more... )