i'm  seriously having second thoughts.

reading all my posts makes me feel like i'm back in middle school ( Read more... )

 our converations about food are familiar and inviting ( Read more... )

i let you in again.

hopefully, this won't turn out to be a mistake.

caused by a mistake that

hopefully, you won't make.

again.

All the good that won't come out of me
and all the stupid lies I hide behind.
It's such a big mistake
lying here in your warm embrace.

i didn' t want to hurt you.

sooo... all of you have most likely guessed by now.


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I DO WHAT I WANT! I DO WHAT I WANT!

BITCH, FUCK YEA!

I DO WHAT I WANT!

FUCK!

i lose.

i fucking lose.

FUCK!

 YES!

IWIN.

I FRICKIN' WIN.

now all i have to do is get off being grounded and all will be well again.

oh, and for the one casualty that i tried to spare on my path to happiness once again,

i'm sorry.

i never meant to hurt you.
but you got too close too fast and your timing couldn't have been worse.

no no no no no no no no no no

no no no no no no no no no no

no no no no no no no no no no

no.

no.

Won't you please let me go
These words lie inside they hurt me so
And I'm not the kind that likes to tell you
Just what I want to do
I'm not the kind that needs to tell you
Just what you want me to

I saw you this morning
I thought that you might like ( Read more... )