[SC] Letters From Souji Seta
Letters to the People Who Have Been Left Behind
Dear Roy,
First off, I want to say thank you for everything you’ve done for me and my family. I wasn’t here when my uncle and Nanako first came to Death City, and while I don’t have any memories of my first stay here, I do remember everything about my second. You were kind and inviting, you didn’t mind all the questions I had, and you answered all of them as best you could. You work really hard, and it shows; and yet, you’ve still taken the time to help me whenever I needed it. So thank you. There isn’t much more I can say when it comes to that, so thank you, again and again. You’ve become a second uncle to me, because you’re family. Not by blood, but blood doesn’t really matter when it comes to this; my family has grown exponentially since I came to Death City, and I am lucky and privileged to have you a part of it.
Which brings me to my next part; my uncle and you. I know you were incredibly surprised when you told me that you and my uncle end up together sometime in the future, and I didn’t have a problem with that. I never have, and I never will, because you have put a sense of calm into him that he never had back home, even when I talked to him. He can sit at home now, relaxed and at ease. He smiles and plays with Nanako, he smiles and talks to you, and he talks to me like we’re really a family, no matter what anyone else says. What can I say to the person who’s changed him into this wonderful man to be around? I won’t go and say that he’s getting over the loss of his wife; I doubt he ever will, but I also have no doubt in my mind that he loves you as much as he can without actually saying the words.
And because he loves you, that means he also has no problem with getting angry at you. And unfortunately, when you think about things logically and how they should be, you don’t always think about what is really best for the both of you. I realize in saying that that I am the biggest hypocrite out there, and yet, I really don’t mind that. Maybe I’m also not the best at giving relationship advice, but in watching the two of you, and knowing the two of you as well as I do, I can find the problems you have. From now on, when you go out on a mission like the Arizona one, always partner with my uncle like you’re supposed to. I know that you want to protect him, and make sure he doesn’t get hurt, but in doing that, you’re hurting him anyway. It’s hurting the both of you. So now that you’ve both admitted to each other that you want to be together, it’s time to relearn how to trust each other. I know you can do that, and I’m only sorry that I’m not there to see it myself.
In that respect, thank you for the trust you gave me. So many people put their trust in you, and you have yet to find someone you can’t fully trust back. But I know the stress is getting to you, and I know it’s going to be too much soon. Give some trust to the people who work for you; let them do the things that need to be done, while you work on the bigger picture. You’re good at that, and I want you to continue to be good at that, and not die of stress at the age of forty. Just a friendly suggestion from someone who’ll probably be like you in a few more years. We’re similar, something I didn’t think we were at first, but now that I know, I can honestly say I am proud to be like you. You’re my uncle, Roy, and I trust you with everything. Thank you for being there for me when I needed it most, and I’m sorry I can’t be there for you right now. I love you, Uncle Roy, and I hope you’ll stay safe, and keep our family safe as well.
-Souji
Dear Uncle,
This is the third time I’ve done this, and I can only apologize so many times before it becomes redundant. But I really am sorry; I’ve never wished to leave you and Nanako, and I’ve never wished to leave Death City and go home without the two of you. You’re my family, and I love you both dearly.
You and Nanako took the places that were missing in my life and filled them. I love my parents, and I don’t want you to be under the impression that I don’t love them. But spending a year with you showed me what a real father should be like, and I don’t just consider you my uncle, I consider you my second father. One who is there, even if you have to work, but one who shows how much he cares for me. The day you gave me that coffee mug was one of the happiest days of my life, and I don’t know if you can really know how I felt on that day. And when I arrived in Death City, as much as I was sad that you both were there, I was happy that I had my family here with me.
And continuing on the same vein as family, I want to just take a moment to talk about Mr. Mustang. I know that you care about him, and that you care about him a lot. And before you get embarrassed and get rid of this letter, know that I’m happy for you, that you’ve found someone to care for, and who cares about you in return. We’re all lucky if we ever find someone like that, and you’ve found two people in your life who’ve felt this way about you. From what I remember about Aunt Chisato, she was always full of life, and happy, and she had the biggest heart of anyone I’ve ever known. She would want you to find someone else; it’s not moving on. It’s not forgetting. It’s taking a chance and picking which road you want to go down once again. No one can ever take her place, and no one is asking Mr. Mustang to take her place. But he loves you, and please. Just allow him to continue to do that, and when you feel able to, let him know how much you care about him in return.
Remember that Nanako is always going to need her father, even as she gets older. And I know that eventually she will fall in love with someone, or go out on dates. I just ask that the two of you don’t threaten the guy too badly that you never see him again. And keep whatever guns you two might have away and out of sight.
I love you, uncle. I know that when I go home, I’ll get to see you again, but that it might not be the same when you’re left in Death City. I’m sorry that I’m gone again, but know that if I could have it any other way, I would.
I love you, and I’ll see you back home.
Love,
Souji
Dear Minato,
From the moment I came into the city, to the moment you left, there’s always something that I could count on; your friendship. I realize that sounds sappy and emotional, but it’s the truth. If I can’t put the truth onto pen and paper, then where can I? As it is, you gave me so much more than what I was expecting. You became my first friend in Death City, and you gave me one of the biggest responsibilities that this city could offer, right off the bat.
You gave me SEES. You gave me something to throw all my work into, to keep things nice and tidy and organized, and without it or you, it wouldn’t have happened. You were there for me when I needed anything, even if it was a night focusing on cooking for you, so that you could scarf it all down in five minutes. But you and Minako both showed me that I was not the only one out there. Back home, in Inaba, we were always fighting shadows as a team. But the one thing that everyone else couldn’t understand was this immense pressure to be the leader. To have this ability where you don’t have one other self, but twelve. To not be exactly like everyone else, and instead of fitting in with people, you end up standing out. Even when you don’t want to. But you and Minako both, you knew what that was like. It didn’t matter to you when I showed up in the city that I wasn’t exactly like I was the first time I was there.
Can I say thank you enough? I don’t think I can. But thank you, for everything. Take care of my team, okay? Naoto found something to believe in, in you. You’re both helping make a difference. Try to stay away from other women, okay? You don’t need that hassle, too.
-Souji
Dear Minako,
I hope that you understand that you are the sixth or seventh person I’ve written a letter to, tonight, so forgive me if I don’t get very sappy with you. Or maybe I will, and I’m just deluding myself on the whole thing. But I want to start this letter off right. And that can only be by saying thank you for everything that you’ve done. If I was going to remember my time in Death City, I know that you would be the person I want to remember.
We just had so much in common. And I don’t just mean all of the Persona stuff that you and Minato both share with me. Wild Card describes our ability, but it doesn’t describe how much we had in common, how much we talked about everything. Everything is still so…I sit here and I can’t even think of the words for it. I told myself I wouldn’t get sappy, but there it is, I guess. I feel like we’re two sides of the same coin, Minako. That everything will be okay as long as I have you around to help ground me. You were the first one I told about my feelings for Yosuke. The only one I told you about how I miss my Persona, how I don’t feel special, or much of a leader, without them. When we talked about Margaret and Igor, and Theo… it didn’t sound like I was crazy. It sounded like I really did miss real people, and they are real. You know they’re real, as well. And you’re the only person I could ever talk to about anything with. I can’t even tell Yosuke some of the stuff I told you. Don’t ever let him know that, he gets jealous really easily, and I don’t want him to be upset that my other best friend is a girl.
I hope you’re happy, Minako. I know I want you to be, and you and Shinjiro are good for each other, even if you’re both too embarrassed to see it. Just be with each other. Back home may be a mess, and you may have some trouble with that if you’re ever sent back home. But you should live today like it’s your last, a metaphor I’m sorry to use. You love him, and he loves you, and can you really have anything else in your life that’s as wonderful as that? I love you, Minako. That’s not to say I’m IN love with you; but you’re like a sister to me. You’re more than a sister to me. You’re the greatest friend I have ever made.
Which is why I gave you SEES. Yosuke helped create it, while he was here, but you’re the one who helped me the most with it. You’re the only one I trust with it, too. I worked hard to make SEES into a great group, to give people things to do so that they could help others. I’m afraid that if I’m not there to see it through, it won’t ever get done. You’re the leader of it. You are the leader from back home, and I know that you haven’t wanted to do much with it, here. But now’s the time to step up. Be the leader once again, and make everyone have a good time.
Thank you for being my friend. I’m going to miss you, and I hope you always remember the fun we had together.
Love,
Souji
Dear Naoto and Kanji,
You two are the last Investigation Team members left in the city, besides Yosuke. I wish I could say…well, to be honest, there’s a lot I wish I could say. I don’t think I’ve ever been the most eloquent of people, but I just want to say that I hope you guys make the most of your time in the city. Have fun. Naoto, try not to go on too many missions. And try to have a good time while you’re out there; it’s dangerous, yes, but if you’re out there with Minato, then you’re bound to have a good time. Try not to be so serious, okay? Have fun. You’re still a kid, whether you like it or not.
And Kanji: do what makes you happy. What makes you really, really happy. I don’t care what it is, as long as you smile and laugh at least once every day. You’ve been such an amazing friend to me, both here and back home, and I’m going to miss you so much. I wish we could have had more time to sit down and talk. I know I was very busy last time I was around. But I owe you time with some tea, so we can talk, okay? Just ask for that time when you come back home, and I’ll be more then happy to give it. But since I’m not there right now, you’ll have to wait.
One last thing: Kanji, could you take care of Iza-chan for me? She needs a good home, and if there’s anyone I trust to care for my cat, it’s you. Thank you.
I hope to see you both soon.
-Souji
Dear Jules,
You’re the brother that I never had. I’m sorry that you’re going to be alone in the house with my uncle and Roy, but I know that if anyone can handle it, it’s you. So I’m looking to you to look out for them. I know you’re not the greatest chef out there, but I know that you can also take care of them the best, out of everyone else here. If you could look out for Yosuke, too, I would really appreciate it. He’s going to need a good friend, after all of this.
But thank you, Jules. You’ve made me laugh, and you were the best partner for my little sister. I can only hope that we both come back one day, or that you can be sent home to be with the people you miss most. I hope you’ll smile in the coming days, and be happy, Jules.
You deserve to be happy.
Love,
Souji
Dear Yosuke,
Yours is the last letter I wrote, and I hope you’re ready for overdone and sappy and cheesy, and all of those words that you continuously say to me when you’re protecting how much you want something and you really do want it. You’re probably blushing a little right now; I love being able to tell your reactions at this point. It’s like I’m psychic, isn’t it? Don’t answer that. I already know the answer.
I love you, Yosuke. I don’t think I told you that enough when we were both around. I should have said it to you every hour of every day, like clockwork. You should be able to tell time by when I told you I love you. Things were...awkward, at times. Remember when we were both on the cruise, and...you know, I don’t really want to remember that story. That was more than a little awkward for me, though I’m sure you remember it fondly. Or fond enough. I’m going to miss you. I know that when I close my eyes tonight, back home, that I’ll see you again in a few hours. You’ll probably be riding your bike to school, or waiting for me at the bus stop, because it’ll be raining, and you want to walk to school together. We’ll both have our umbrellas, though I’ll want to share yours, without telling you the real reason why.
And that’s going to be the problem. Here, we’ve kissed a few times. Here, we’re together. But back home? We’re just friends. Best friends, actually. I know it doesn’t seem like I take that phrase to heart as much as you do, but truth be told, you’re the first best friend I’ve ever had. A little pathetic, right? So many places I’ve lived in, and zero friends to show for it. But that was for a reason. I never wanted to make a connection, any lasting one, in those places. Inaba was the first one where people wanted to get to know me. Where you wanted to get to know me. And because of you, I know that when I go home- when I really go home, back to my parents - I know that I will take you all with me, in my heart. Is that sappy or cheesy enough? I know, I’m a cheeseball. I really am.
I’m a fool for love. I didn’t think that things would turn out the way they did, here in Death City. I was hoping I would get lucky, and I did. Things back home are tough for you. I can’t imagine what it’s like, nor, frankly, do I want to. But I accept everything about you. Even the bad parts. I hope that gives you some small comfort, in the coming days. I love you, Yosuke. Be safe. Don’t do anything that will make you upset, and don’t do anything that you think is because of me and Kurt leaving.
It’s time to make your own path. I know it’ll be great.
Love,
Souji
Letters Given to SEES
Everyone should expect the headquarters to be decked out in origami cranes; seems Souji had been keeping that little thing a secret, and as soon as the system knew he was gone for good, it opened up from the ceiling, letting the cranes drop into the room. There are several much larger origami animals of various shapes and sizes; frogs, elephants, cows, giraffes, fish, cats, dogs... any animal that can be folded into paper is there. And each animal has a name on it. It's a name of someone in SEES, and the animal is supposed to correspond to the person. The choice of animal is up to the player, but their name will be on something. Everyone gets one, no exceptions.
Underneath each animal is a small bag; the origami animals seem to have been sitting on top of what seems like "goody" bags. Inside each bag are three things; one is a large picture frame, a note stuck to it that tells the owner of the frame to fill it with a picture of something special in their life. The second is a brand new armband; everyone should now have a SEES armband of their very own. The third thing in the bag seems to be a kit of some sort, everything in a tin box. Once the box is opened, you'll find a disposable camera, a sheet of paper with instructions, and a list. The note says:
I know that this stuff is only going to be opened if I'm gone from Death City, but I don't want anyone to be sad. So I made this Scavenger Hunt game for you all to play. I hope this gets your minds off of the sadness that is going on around you. I want you all to be happy. You've been like a family to me, and I want everyone to be okay.
Remember what SEES stands for. Remember to help people, even if there's nothing in it for you. Remember everything we learned, and learn to trust each other. Trust each other, love each other, fight with each other, and then we can all go home, for those who will want to leave.
Make me proud, SEES. You always have.
-Souji
Scavenger Hunt
1. A picture with Spirit.
2. A copy of the main map of the city; pictures of the map on the communicators DO NOT count.
3. Any document signed by Roy Mustang, head of the Watch.
4. A picture of Death City's official seal.
5. A rock from one of the attack zones.
6. A shopping bag from the mall.
7. A picture of the moon.
8. A picture of the sun.
9. A class schedule from Shibusen.
10. Have a conversation about uniforms with Roy Mustang, Head of the Watch.
11. A pack of cigarettes taken from anyone in the Watch.
12. Water in a vial taken from the sewers.
13. One of Doctor Stein's medical items.
14. Sing a song on the open microphone in Northern Lights.
15. Beat Junpei Iori and Minato Arisato's score in any game at the arcade.
16. Run up the endless amount of steps, five times, and keep count.
17. Talk to Prussia about "citizenship".
18. A club stamp from one of the clubs in the Red Light District.
19. Find Souji Seta's hand print on the mural in the SEES Headquarters.
20. Take a picture of your hand over Souji Seta's hand print.
21. Count how many SEES baskets you can find around the city. The ones in the headquarters also count!
22. A picture of any historical landmark in the city.
23. Something that shows how many apartments there are in the Casualty Communal.
24. Talk to Death the Kid while wearing something asymmetrical.
25. Challenge Miles Edgeworth to a game of chess.
26. Steal a candy bar without anyone noticing, and then give it back.
27. Take a picture with a flower in Aerith's garden. Remember, don't take the flower!
28. Get into a conversation with Karkat Vanatas. Time how long it takes before he starts yelling at you.
29. Find people around the city and ask them all what "GTL" means.
30. Break into a song and dance in a crowded, public place. Don't forget to film it!
This scavenger hunt will go on for as long as it needs be, or when Minako Arisato says it will be ending. The more things you do on the list, the better your chances of winning will be. You may work in pairs. The prizes will go to Minako Arisato, and she will decide how to give them out.
Have fun! Souji wants you to.
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Letters to the People Who Have Gone Before
Dear Kurt,
I love you. Some people say that it goes without saying, but I know that in our time together, I never said it to you. I don’t know if it was because I was too scared, or if I didn’t know when the right time to say the words were, but in this letter, I can say it the way it should be said. I’m sorry for getting your hopes up, twice, and I wish I could have done it differently. I wish I could have done it some other way. I’ve never stopped caring for you, and I want you to know that. Just because I wanted us to be friends, does not mean I stopped caring about you. Coming back to Death City after being sent home was a blessing in disguise; I got to see my family again, and I got to see you again. Something I never thought that I would. Just because we get sent back home doesn’t mean we remember what happened in Death City, and we don’t remember the people very well.
But I had dreams. And in my dreams, while you didn’t have a name, you were still there. I’d dream about coming down into the kitchen of my uncle’s home and you were sitting there, drinking coffee like everything was normal. Like you were supposed to be there. And I realized when I came back to the city, that that still applies. You being in my life is normal, whichever way you’re in it.
I hope you don’t think I’m blind. The way Yosuke was acting, the time he spent with you; he told you things about his life the way that he always does with someone he gets close to. That’s not a bad thing; he is the kind of person who does that. I’m only sorry that I was never able to give that part of myself to you, and after some time, it was hard to do as well to him. I don’t know what happened when I was gone for those few days, but I know something did. At first, I felt like I should be jealous of whatever happened; you went farther with Yosuke then I ever did. Which I should take the time now to tell you that yes. I am in love with him. I have been for months, which doesn’t even describe the depth of my feelings for him, which are so very complicated, while my feelings for you are so simple and easy to understand. Please don’t take that to mean anything beyond what it is; I do not compare the two of you. You are both your own person, and that is what I love about the both of you.
You were there for me when I needed someone the most, Kurt. You became someone I can rely on for anything, someone who is there for me and willing to offer your shoulder for me to lean on, even when I don’t want to admit to myself that I need help. I’m sorry that I’m not there now to give you my shoulder to lean on. I hope that you find someone worthy of the love that you give, because if anything, I’ve learned that the depth of your feelings for a person can become something no one expects, but something they appreciate and treasure forever.
Forever you’ll be my friend, and forever you’ll be my first, in more ways than one. Keep your head high, and I hope one day that our paths will cross again.
Sincerely yours,
Souji
Dear Nanako,
Hey, little sis. If you’re reading this, it means that BREW sent me home before it sent you and your dad home. I’m sorry I can’t be there right now with you, but if I was, I’d give you a big hug, and then I’d ask for you to be patient, because I have some things I want to tell you, and I can only tell them to you through this letter.
First off, I love you. Being sent home without you isn’t something I would ever want, and unfortunately it happened, and I know you must be upset. But I want you to know, that even though I’m not in Death City with you and your dad anymore, I’m back home now, and you’re here with me. We’re never going to be apart, and I hope you know that. Just because I’m not there doesn’t mean we’re not together. I’ll always be in your heart, and you’ll always be in mine. If you ever find yourself missing me, just take out this letter and have your dad, or Uncle Roy, or Jules read it to you, and know that I’m missing you just as much.
You’re my little sister. I’ll make sure to have a watermelon ready for you when you and your dad get back home, okay? I love you. Be careful, and watch out for your dad and Uncle Roy for me, since I won’t be there to make sure they’re eating right. You’re in charge of the house, and don’t ever be afraid to let them know that. I know you can get frustrated with them, sometimes, but be patient with them. They’re still working on things, just like you and me.
Give them a hug and a kiss from me, and I’ll see you when you get home.
Love,
Your Big Bro
Dear Miku,
I know we haven’t been partners for a long time while I’m writing this letter, but I’m excited about our partnership, and I hope that I show you that when we talk. We haven’t really known each other for very long, but I know how worried you were for me when I disappeared after the Kishin attack in November. I hope you know that I didn’t mean to scare you like that, and it was really something that was out of my control.
When I see you, Miku, I see someone I want to protect, someone who needs help with their life just as much as I do. But I also see strength, something that you seem to be hiding from the world, and from yourself. I don’t know right now what you had to deal with back home, but I hope someday you’ll be able to tell me what happened. I look forward to that day, because I know that’s the day when I can tell you everything that’s going on with me, and I can show you how equal we really are. If I’m lucky, that day will already have come and gone, and I can get rid of this letter and write you a new one.
One of the things I hope you don’t feel is that you’re a replacement for anyone. I know that in taking a partner so close after Yosuke disappeared might have made people talk, or wonder if maybe I’m losing it. Maybe they’re a little right in that regard. It was tough for me, the first few days, I won’t lie. But asking you to be my partner was never done out of a few days of being lost. I knew what I was doing in asking you, and if anyone says otherwise, I will tell them they’re wrong. I picked you because you’re my friend, and you want the same things that I do. You want to help people, and while the idea of fighting isn’t appealing, I know that when the time comes, you’ll step up to the plate and help. Just like me.
We’re two sides of the same coin. That may be a problem one day, or it might not be, but no matter what, I look at you and consider you my sister. You’ll have to forgive me, because I’ve never had one before. But if being a brother to you helps you, then I’m glad I was able to be one while I was here.
Stay strong. Be safe. I hope one day our paths cross again.
Sincerely yours,
Souji
Dear Junpei,
As soon as I met you, I knew that you would always be a good friend to me, just like you had been a great one to Minato and then Minako, in different ways. You helped me out of a ton of slumps, even while we're betting on coupons to your arcade, or free cooking services from yours truly.
Dear Roy,
First off, I want to say thank you for everything you’ve done for me and my family. I wasn’t here when my uncle and Nanako first came to Death City, and while I don’t have any memories of my first stay here, I do remember everything about my second. You were kind and inviting, you didn’t mind all the questions I had, and you answered all of them as best you could. You work really hard, and it shows; and yet, you’ve still taken the time to help me whenever I needed it. So thank you. There isn’t much more I can say when it comes to that, so thank you, again and again. You’ve become a second uncle to me, because you’re family. Not by blood, but blood doesn’t really matter when it comes to this; my family has grown exponentially since I came to Death City, and I am lucky and privileged to have you a part of it.
Which brings me to my next part; my uncle and you. I know you were incredibly surprised when you told me that you and my uncle end up together sometime in the future, and I didn’t have a problem with that. I never have, and I never will, because you have put a sense of calm into him that he never had back home, even when I talked to him. He can sit at home now, relaxed and at ease. He smiles and plays with Nanako, he smiles and talks to you, and he talks to me like we’re really a family, no matter what anyone else says. What can I say to the person who’s changed him into this wonderful man to be around? I won’t go and say that he’s getting over the loss of his wife; I doubt he ever will, but I also have no doubt in my mind that he loves you as much as he can without actually saying the words.
And because he loves you, that means he also has no problem with getting angry at you. And unfortunately, when you think about things logically and how they should be, you don’t always think about what is really best for the both of you. I realize in saying that that I am the biggest hypocrite out there, and yet, I really don’t mind that. Maybe I’m also not the best at giving relationship advice, but in watching the two of you, and knowing the two of you as well as I do, I can find the problems you have. From now on, when you go out on a mission like the Arizona one, always partner with my uncle like you’re supposed to. I know that you want to protect him, and make sure he doesn’t get hurt, but in doing that, you’re hurting him anyway. It’s hurting the both of you. So now that you’ve both admitted to each other that you want to be together, it’s time to relearn how to trust each other. I know you can do that, and I’m only sorry that I’m not there to see it myself.
In that respect, thank you for the trust you gave me. So many people put their trust in you, and you have yet to find someone you can’t fully trust back. But I know the stress is getting to you, and I know it’s going to be too much soon. Give some trust to the people who work for you; let them do the things that need to be done, while you work on the bigger picture. You’re good at that, and I want you to continue to be good at that, and not die of stress at the age of forty. Just a friendly suggestion from someone who’ll probably be like you in a few more years. We’re similar, something I didn’t think we were at first, but now that I know, I can honestly say I am proud to be like you. You’re my uncle, Roy, and I trust you with everything. Thank you for being there for me when I needed it most, and I’m sorry I can’t be there for you right now. I love you, Uncle Roy, and I hope you’ll stay safe, and keep our family safe as well.
-Souji
Dear Uncle,
This is the third time I’ve done this, and I can only apologize so many times before it becomes redundant. But I really am sorry; I’ve never wished to leave you and Nanako, and I’ve never wished to leave Death City and go home without the two of you. You’re my family, and I love you both dearly.
You and Nanako took the places that were missing in my life and filled them. I love my parents, and I don’t want you to be under the impression that I don’t love them. But spending a year with you showed me what a real father should be like, and I don’t just consider you my uncle, I consider you my second father. One who is there, even if you have to work, but one who shows how much he cares for me. The day you gave me that coffee mug was one of the happiest days of my life, and I don’t know if you can really know how I felt on that day. And when I arrived in Death City, as much as I was sad that you both were there, I was happy that I had my family here with me.
And continuing on the same vein as family, I want to just take a moment to talk about Mr. Mustang. I know that you care about him, and that you care about him a lot. And before you get embarrassed and get rid of this letter, know that I’m happy for you, that you’ve found someone to care for, and who cares about you in return. We’re all lucky if we ever find someone like that, and you’ve found two people in your life who’ve felt this way about you. From what I remember about Aunt Chisato, she was always full of life, and happy, and she had the biggest heart of anyone I’ve ever known. She would want you to find someone else; it’s not moving on. It’s not forgetting. It’s taking a chance and picking which road you want to go down once again. No one can ever take her place, and no one is asking Mr. Mustang to take her place. But he loves you, and please. Just allow him to continue to do that, and when you feel able to, let him know how much you care about him in return.
Remember that Nanako is always going to need her father, even as she gets older. And I know that eventually she will fall in love with someone, or go out on dates. I just ask that the two of you don’t threaten the guy too badly that you never see him again. And keep whatever guns you two might have away and out of sight.
I love you, uncle. I know that when I go home, I’ll get to see you again, but that it might not be the same when you’re left in Death City. I’m sorry that I’m gone again, but know that if I could have it any other way, I would.
I love you, and I’ll see you back home.
Love,
Souji
Dear Minato,
From the moment I came into the city, to the moment you left, there’s always something that I could count on; your friendship. I realize that sounds sappy and emotional, but it’s the truth. If I can’t put the truth onto pen and paper, then where can I? As it is, you gave me so much more than what I was expecting. You became my first friend in Death City, and you gave me one of the biggest responsibilities that this city could offer, right off the bat.
You gave me SEES. You gave me something to throw all my work into, to keep things nice and tidy and organized, and without it or you, it wouldn’t have happened. You were there for me when I needed anything, even if it was a night focusing on cooking for you, so that you could scarf it all down in five minutes. But you and Minako both showed me that I was not the only one out there. Back home, in Inaba, we were always fighting shadows as a team. But the one thing that everyone else couldn’t understand was this immense pressure to be the leader. To have this ability where you don’t have one other self, but twelve. To not be exactly like everyone else, and instead of fitting in with people, you end up standing out. Even when you don’t want to. But you and Minako both, you knew what that was like. It didn’t matter to you when I showed up in the city that I wasn’t exactly like I was the first time I was there.
Can I say thank you enough? I don’t think I can. But thank you, for everything. Take care of my team, okay? Naoto found something to believe in, in you. You’re both helping make a difference. Try to stay away from other women, okay? You don’t need that hassle, too.
-Souji
Dear Minako,
I hope that you understand that you are the sixth or seventh person I’ve written a letter to, tonight, so forgive me if I don’t get very sappy with you. Or maybe I will, and I’m just deluding myself on the whole thing. But I want to start this letter off right. And that can only be by saying thank you for everything that you’ve done. If I was going to remember my time in Death City, I know that you would be the person I want to remember.
We just had so much in common. And I don’t just mean all of the Persona stuff that you and Minato both share with me. Wild Card describes our ability, but it doesn’t describe how much we had in common, how much we talked about everything. Everything is still so…I sit here and I can’t even think of the words for it. I told myself I wouldn’t get sappy, but there it is, I guess. I feel like we’re two sides of the same coin, Minako. That everything will be okay as long as I have you around to help ground me. You were the first one I told about my feelings for Yosuke. The only one I told you about how I miss my Persona, how I don’t feel special, or much of a leader, without them. When we talked about Margaret and Igor, and Theo… it didn’t sound like I was crazy. It sounded like I really did miss real people, and they are real. You know they’re real, as well. And you’re the only person I could ever talk to about anything with. I can’t even tell Yosuke some of the stuff I told you. Don’t ever let him know that, he gets jealous really easily, and I don’t want him to be upset that my other best friend is a girl.
I hope you’re happy, Minako. I know I want you to be, and you and Shinjiro are good for each other, even if you’re both too embarrassed to see it. Just be with each other. Back home may be a mess, and you may have some trouble with that if you’re ever sent back home. But you should live today like it’s your last, a metaphor I’m sorry to use. You love him, and he loves you, and can you really have anything else in your life that’s as wonderful as that? I love you, Minako. That’s not to say I’m IN love with you; but you’re like a sister to me. You’re more than a sister to me. You’re the greatest friend I have ever made.
Which is why I gave you SEES. Yosuke helped create it, while he was here, but you’re the one who helped me the most with it. You’re the only one I trust with it, too. I worked hard to make SEES into a great group, to give people things to do so that they could help others. I’m afraid that if I’m not there to see it through, it won’t ever get done. You’re the leader of it. You are the leader from back home, and I know that you haven’t wanted to do much with it, here. But now’s the time to step up. Be the leader once again, and make everyone have a good time.
Thank you for being my friend. I’m going to miss you, and I hope you always remember the fun we had together.
Love,
Souji
Dear Naoto and Kanji,
You two are the last Investigation Team members left in the city, besides Yosuke. I wish I could say…well, to be honest, there’s a lot I wish I could say. I don’t think I’ve ever been the most eloquent of people, but I just want to say that I hope you guys make the most of your time in the city. Have fun. Naoto, try not to go on too many missions. And try to have a good time while you’re out there; it’s dangerous, yes, but if you’re out there with Minato, then you’re bound to have a good time. Try not to be so serious, okay? Have fun. You’re still a kid, whether you like it or not.
And Kanji: do what makes you happy. What makes you really, really happy. I don’t care what it is, as long as you smile and laugh at least once every day. You’ve been such an amazing friend to me, both here and back home, and I’m going to miss you so much. I wish we could have had more time to sit down and talk. I know I was very busy last time I was around. But I owe you time with some tea, so we can talk, okay? Just ask for that time when you come back home, and I’ll be more then happy to give it. But since I’m not there right now, you’ll have to wait.
One last thing: Kanji, could you take care of Iza-chan for me? She needs a good home, and if there’s anyone I trust to care for my cat, it’s you. Thank you.
I hope to see you both soon.
-Souji
Dear Jules,
You’re the brother that I never had. I’m sorry that you’re going to be alone in the house with my uncle and Roy, but I know that if anyone can handle it, it’s you. So I’m looking to you to look out for them. I know you’re not the greatest chef out there, but I know that you can also take care of them the best, out of everyone else here. If you could look out for Yosuke, too, I would really appreciate it. He’s going to need a good friend, after all of this.
But thank you, Jules. You’ve made me laugh, and you were the best partner for my little sister. I can only hope that we both come back one day, or that you can be sent home to be with the people you miss most. I hope you’ll smile in the coming days, and be happy, Jules.
You deserve to be happy.
Love,
Souji
Dear Yosuke,
Yours is the last letter I wrote, and I hope you’re ready for overdone and sappy and cheesy, and all of those words that you continuously say to me when you’re protecting how much you want something and you really do want it. You’re probably blushing a little right now; I love being able to tell your reactions at this point. It’s like I’m psychic, isn’t it? Don’t answer that. I already know the answer.
I love you, Yosuke. I don’t think I told you that enough when we were both around. I should have said it to you every hour of every day, like clockwork. You should be able to tell time by when I told you I love you. Things were...awkward, at times. Remember when we were both on the cruise, and...you know, I don’t really want to remember that story. That was more than a little awkward for me, though I’m sure you remember it fondly. Or fond enough. I’m going to miss you. I know that when I close my eyes tonight, back home, that I’ll see you again in a few hours. You’ll probably be riding your bike to school, or waiting for me at the bus stop, because it’ll be raining, and you want to walk to school together. We’ll both have our umbrellas, though I’ll want to share yours, without telling you the real reason why.
And that’s going to be the problem. Here, we’ve kissed a few times. Here, we’re together. But back home? We’re just friends. Best friends, actually. I know it doesn’t seem like I take that phrase to heart as much as you do, but truth be told, you’re the first best friend I’ve ever had. A little pathetic, right? So many places I’ve lived in, and zero friends to show for it. But that was for a reason. I never wanted to make a connection, any lasting one, in those places. Inaba was the first one where people wanted to get to know me. Where you wanted to get to know me. And because of you, I know that when I go home- when I really go home, back to my parents - I know that I will take you all with me, in my heart. Is that sappy or cheesy enough? I know, I’m a cheeseball. I really am.
I’m a fool for love. I didn’t think that things would turn out the way they did, here in Death City. I was hoping I would get lucky, and I did. Things back home are tough for you. I can’t imagine what it’s like, nor, frankly, do I want to. But I accept everything about you. Even the bad parts. I hope that gives you some small comfort, in the coming days. I love you, Yosuke. Be safe. Don’t do anything that will make you upset, and don’t do anything that you think is because of me and Kurt leaving.
It’s time to make your own path. I know it’ll be great.
Love,
Souji
Letters Given to SEES
Everyone should expect the headquarters to be decked out in origami cranes; seems Souji had been keeping that little thing a secret, and as soon as the system knew he was gone for good, it opened up from the ceiling, letting the cranes drop into the room. There are several much larger origami animals of various shapes and sizes; frogs, elephants, cows, giraffes, fish, cats, dogs... any animal that can be folded into paper is there. And each animal has a name on it. It's a name of someone in SEES, and the animal is supposed to correspond to the person. The choice of animal is up to the player, but their name will be on something. Everyone gets one, no exceptions.
Underneath each animal is a small bag; the origami animals seem to have been sitting on top of what seems like "goody" bags. Inside each bag are three things; one is a large picture frame, a note stuck to it that tells the owner of the frame to fill it with a picture of something special in their life. The second is a brand new armband; everyone should now have a SEES armband of their very own. The third thing in the bag seems to be a kit of some sort, everything in a tin box. Once the box is opened, you'll find a disposable camera, a sheet of paper with instructions, and a list. The note says:
I know that this stuff is only going to be opened if I'm gone from Death City, but I don't want anyone to be sad. So I made this Scavenger Hunt game for you all to play. I hope this gets your minds off of the sadness that is going on around you. I want you all to be happy. You've been like a family to me, and I want everyone to be okay.
Remember what SEES stands for. Remember to help people, even if there's nothing in it for you. Remember everything we learned, and learn to trust each other. Trust each other, love each other, fight with each other, and then we can all go home, for those who will want to leave.
Make me proud, SEES. You always have.
-Souji
Scavenger Hunt
1. A picture with Spirit.
2. A copy of the main map of the city; pictures of the map on the communicators DO NOT count.
3. Any document signed by Roy Mustang, head of the Watch.
4. A picture of Death City's official seal.
5. A rock from one of the attack zones.
6. A shopping bag from the mall.
7. A picture of the moon.
8. A picture of the sun.
9. A class schedule from Shibusen.
10. Have a conversation about uniforms with Roy Mustang, Head of the Watch.
11. A pack of cigarettes taken from anyone in the Watch.
12. Water in a vial taken from the sewers.
13. One of Doctor Stein's medical items.
14. Sing a song on the open microphone in Northern Lights.
15. Beat Junpei Iori and Minato Arisato's score in any game at the arcade.
16. Run up the endless amount of steps, five times, and keep count.
17. Talk to Prussia about "citizenship".
18. A club stamp from one of the clubs in the Red Light District.
19. Find Souji Seta's hand print on the mural in the SEES Headquarters.
20. Take a picture of your hand over Souji Seta's hand print.
21. Count how many SEES baskets you can find around the city. The ones in the headquarters also count!
22. A picture of any historical landmark in the city.
23. Something that shows how many apartments there are in the Casualty Communal.
24. Talk to Death the Kid while wearing something asymmetrical.
25. Challenge Miles Edgeworth to a game of chess.
26. Steal a candy bar without anyone noticing, and then give it back.
27. Take a picture with a flower in Aerith's garden. Remember, don't take the flower!
28. Get into a conversation with Karkat Vanatas. Time how long it takes before he starts yelling at you.
29. Find people around the city and ask them all what "GTL" means.
30. Break into a song and dance in a crowded, public place. Don't forget to film it!
This scavenger hunt will go on for as long as it needs be, or when Minako Arisato says it will be ending. The more things you do on the list, the better your chances of winning will be. You may work in pairs. The prizes will go to Minako Arisato, and she will decide how to give them out.
Have fun! Souji wants you to.
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Letters to the People Who Have Gone Before
Dear Kurt,
I love you. Some people say that it goes without saying, but I know that in our time together, I never said it to you. I don’t know if it was because I was too scared, or if I didn’t know when the right time to say the words were, but in this letter, I can say it the way it should be said. I’m sorry for getting your hopes up, twice, and I wish I could have done it differently. I wish I could have done it some other way. I’ve never stopped caring for you, and I want you to know that. Just because I wanted us to be friends, does not mean I stopped caring about you. Coming back to Death City after being sent home was a blessing in disguise; I got to see my family again, and I got to see you again. Something I never thought that I would. Just because we get sent back home doesn’t mean we remember what happened in Death City, and we don’t remember the people very well.
But I had dreams. And in my dreams, while you didn’t have a name, you were still there. I’d dream about coming down into the kitchen of my uncle’s home and you were sitting there, drinking coffee like everything was normal. Like you were supposed to be there. And I realized when I came back to the city, that that still applies. You being in my life is normal, whichever way you’re in it.
I hope you don’t think I’m blind. The way Yosuke was acting, the time he spent with you; he told you things about his life the way that he always does with someone he gets close to. That’s not a bad thing; he is the kind of person who does that. I’m only sorry that I was never able to give that part of myself to you, and after some time, it was hard to do as well to him. I don’t know what happened when I was gone for those few days, but I know something did. At first, I felt like I should be jealous of whatever happened; you went farther with Yosuke then I ever did. Which I should take the time now to tell you that yes. I am in love with him. I have been for months, which doesn’t even describe the depth of my feelings for him, which are so very complicated, while my feelings for you are so simple and easy to understand. Please don’t take that to mean anything beyond what it is; I do not compare the two of you. You are both your own person, and that is what I love about the both of you.
You were there for me when I needed someone the most, Kurt. You became someone I can rely on for anything, someone who is there for me and willing to offer your shoulder for me to lean on, even when I don’t want to admit to myself that I need help. I’m sorry that I’m not there now to give you my shoulder to lean on. I hope that you find someone worthy of the love that you give, because if anything, I’ve learned that the depth of your feelings for a person can become something no one expects, but something they appreciate and treasure forever.
Forever you’ll be my friend, and forever you’ll be my first, in more ways than one. Keep your head high, and I hope one day that our paths will cross again.
Sincerely yours,
Souji
Dear Nanako,
Hey, little sis. If you’re reading this, it means that BREW sent me home before it sent you and your dad home. I’m sorry I can’t be there right now with you, but if I was, I’d give you a big hug, and then I’d ask for you to be patient, because I have some things I want to tell you, and I can only tell them to you through this letter.
First off, I love you. Being sent home without you isn’t something I would ever want, and unfortunately it happened, and I know you must be upset. But I want you to know, that even though I’m not in Death City with you and your dad anymore, I’m back home now, and you’re here with me. We’re never going to be apart, and I hope you know that. Just because I’m not there doesn’t mean we’re not together. I’ll always be in your heart, and you’ll always be in mine. If you ever find yourself missing me, just take out this letter and have your dad, or Uncle Roy, or Jules read it to you, and know that I’m missing you just as much.
You’re my little sister. I’ll make sure to have a watermelon ready for you when you and your dad get back home, okay? I love you. Be careful, and watch out for your dad and Uncle Roy for me, since I won’t be there to make sure they’re eating right. You’re in charge of the house, and don’t ever be afraid to let them know that. I know you can get frustrated with them, sometimes, but be patient with them. They’re still working on things, just like you and me.
Give them a hug and a kiss from me, and I’ll see you when you get home.
Love,
Your Big Bro
Dear Miku,
I know we haven’t been partners for a long time while I’m writing this letter, but I’m excited about our partnership, and I hope that I show you that when we talk. We haven’t really known each other for very long, but I know how worried you were for me when I disappeared after the Kishin attack in November. I hope you know that I didn’t mean to scare you like that, and it was really something that was out of my control.
When I see you, Miku, I see someone I want to protect, someone who needs help with their life just as much as I do. But I also see strength, something that you seem to be hiding from the world, and from yourself. I don’t know right now what you had to deal with back home, but I hope someday you’ll be able to tell me what happened. I look forward to that day, because I know that’s the day when I can tell you everything that’s going on with me, and I can show you how equal we really are. If I’m lucky, that day will already have come and gone, and I can get rid of this letter and write you a new one.
One of the things I hope you don’t feel is that you’re a replacement for anyone. I know that in taking a partner so close after Yosuke disappeared might have made people talk, or wonder if maybe I’m losing it. Maybe they’re a little right in that regard. It was tough for me, the first few days, I won’t lie. But asking you to be my partner was never done out of a few days of being lost. I knew what I was doing in asking you, and if anyone says otherwise, I will tell them they’re wrong. I picked you because you’re my friend, and you want the same things that I do. You want to help people, and while the idea of fighting isn’t appealing, I know that when the time comes, you’ll step up to the plate and help. Just like me.
We’re two sides of the same coin. That may be a problem one day, or it might not be, but no matter what, I look at you and consider you my sister. You’ll have to forgive me, because I’ve never had one before. But if being a brother to you helps you, then I’m glad I was able to be one while I was here.
Stay strong. Be safe. I hope one day our paths cross again.
Sincerely yours,
Souji
Dear Junpei,
As soon as I met you, I knew that you would always be a good friend to me, just like you had been a great one to Minato and then Minako, in different ways. You helped me out of a ton of slumps, even while we're betting on coupons to your arcade, or free cooking services from yours truly.