k so since im new i guess i should write sumthin huh?

[standaloneman]

i wrote this last night...
so...thats it... i lost the most important thing..
Not my mind cause thats been gone.
not my spine cuz i fear no one.
I though i could have everything under the sun.
You sure as hell proved me wrong.

NOw i cant look back cuz im back on track.
But just for kicks ill take a last glance back.
What i lost is still here its just in pieces.
i feel so lost..as if ive been tossed..
Aside to the side of the other side of the trax.

Damn i shouldna looked back.
cuz im breakin down in the fast lane.
someone quick jumpstart my brain.
before all of its fluid starts to drain.

While your at it please restart my heart
and fit it back into place.
Im done livin like a complete disgrace.

Why did i let go?
fuck it.
hit fast forward and then erase.
the thoughts and dreams i need replaced.
kill the memories my mind stored and
press rewind then hit record.
its obvious ill never find what im lookin for.

shoved aside and stepped on in stride.
not a soul i have to confide.
my secrets are secrets until someone leaks this.

yet somehow i doubt that anyone will care.
so sit around the fire while i share..
When will i learn not to speak outta turn?

can you change my mind?
oh shit it was left behind.
Lemme go back so i can find...
what was it again?
just gonna ignore,
mustve been unimportant.
for me to forget.

but im not thru yet.
my life has not been set.
so i dont regret..
bein left behind.

Yet in one fell swoop
i was cut from the loop.

im easy to ferget
if im not there to ignore.
my whole life has been a silent snore.


id like some critism and btw before you read...beware. its long.