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~*~Part One~*~
Name: Alison aka. Al.
Age: 18
Birthday: May 13th, ‘86
Gender: Female
Hair/Eye Color: My hair’s naturally auburn, but it’s dyed a subtle red colour quite frequently, my eyes are hazel.
Where you are from: Edinburgh, Scotland.
~*~Part Two~*~
Exterior (Stuff you like, your style, but not “scene”; The clothing you like, any way you express yourself, or what interests and/or attracts you, etc.): A lot of people argue that I’m a ‘goth’ because I have a tendency to wear black corduroy flares and band t-shirts that fall off my shoulders. I’m quite smart/casual in how I dress, but there have been times where I’ve done myself up to look like Tim Burton’s idea of a French hooker. I like lots of bracelets, silver, silk, satin, hats, scarves, gloves, classy make-up, fluff and fur.
Do you have any body modifications? I’ve had my ears pierced on the whole about 10 times, I get a ring but in me for every bad breakdown I’ve had in the past 2 years.
How would your friends describe you? My friends say I’m quite quiet, but when they need advice, they tend to come to me for it. I’m very trustworthy, honest, unbiast and down to earth. Or so I’d like to think.
Are you a loner, leader, or a follower? I’m normally a loner, but when I’m in a crowd, I just go along with the flow, unless the need to take charge arises.
Things you are obsessed with: Hats, scarves, comedy shows, marijuana, bracelets and necklaces.
What do you find beautiful? Medieval architecture, I live in the most wondrously beautiful city and have often found myself left breathless from it’s beauty and dark ambience, even though I’ve lived here all my life. In a person, however, I find honesty, intelligence and passion to be the most beautiful traits.
What do you find ugly? People who refuse to do anything with their lives, laziness.
~*~Part Three~*~
List the following as the directions state. 5 songs that you relate to/really like that provide an idea of what I would hear if I came to hang out at your place or what you listen to alone. Give us a line from each and explain what makes you like them. Be sure to make at least two in detail and feel free to be general on the others.
* New Order- Temptation.
“Tonight I think I'll walk alone
I'll find my soul as I go home”
(This is very true to me, there’s something satisfying about strolling home and having real time to think about things.)
*Manic Stree Preachers- The Everlasting.
“So don't forget or don't pretend
It's all the same now in the end.”
(Again, something I find very true. I am wholly comfortable with mortality, and I know that one day everything will just go black and I shall cease to exist. This gives me a drive in life to achieve whatever I’m capable of achieving.)
* Bauhaus- Crowds
“I'll still be here as strong as you
And I'll walk away in spite of you”
(After a bad break up with my ex, I found myself just washing my hands on anything to do with him. It was a passionate and violent relationship which, when it ended, I felt nothing but relief for.)
*The Cure - Jumping Someone Else’s Train
“If you walk in the crowd
You won't leave any trace”
(I’ve never liked to think of myself as part of any stereotype or group, I walk in my own shoes and I go my own way.)
My Bloody Valentine- Soft As Snow (But Warm Inside)
“Feeling dark and feeling true
This is all I ever knew
Soft as skin in leather
And I whisper you”
(SEX! This song screams sex, and this particular verse is sensuality in rhyme.)
In the following, it asks for at least 5, but feel free to add as many as you like!
5 random facts about yourself * I was kicked out of school for being ‘egotistical’ and ‘difficult to work with’, this was because I wrote a particularly controversial playscript in a Catholic school. * I am obsessed with Shakespeare. * I’m having casual sex with my next door neighbour’s 21 year old son. * I once saw a zombie, but I may have been hallucinating. * My 5 closest male friends are all at least 8 years older than me.
5+ words/statements to describe you *Short, *sharp-witted, *sarcastic, *cynical, *foul-mouthed.
5 top qualities/things you respect in people *Being yourself, *honesty, *reliability, *free-thinking, *Spirituality/sexuality/sensuality.
5 things you want to accomplish or overcome in your life * A comfortable, mutual relationship. *To be published. *Overcome Furunclosis *Fall in love. *Travel.
5 things you despise : Idiots, ignorance, stereotypes, melodrama, people who constantly either whine or boast.
. ~*~Part Four~*~
Do you have any disorders/special conditions? Furunclosis.
If so and you don’t mind sharing, what are they? Infectious skin disease which results in sores and abcesses, which results in huge scars.
How do these affect you? It killed my self-esteem a long time ago, I also have to put up with a lot of pain, blood, gore, blood-tests and pills.
What is your biggest fear? Dying alone and unloved.
Do you consider yourself a deep thinker? Yes.
Do you believe in heaven and hell? I believe that good and evil could very well be two separate metaphysical existances which counterbalance the distribution of good and evil on earth, but I do not believe that you go to either of these realities after death.
Do you believe in ghosts and paranormal? I believe in ghosts, yes. It’s an Einstein theory than when you die the energy your body leaves is displaced in some form or the other.
Do you believe eyes are the windows to the soul? You can tell a lot from people’s eyes.
What are your spiritual/religious beliefs? I have my own beliefs.
Do you believe in God/Goddess/Higher Power? To an extent, yes.
Do you consider yourself open minded, if so how and why? Yes. I am always up to new things, I’ll do anything once, I try to see things from all avaliable points of view. Etc.
Do you like to read/learn? If so, what topics interest you?
History, English literature, english language, psychology, sociology and the ‘dramatic arts’.
Do you believe in soul mates? Yes.
What is your view on love? Everyone should feel it.
~*~Part Five~*~
What are your educational/career plans for now and the future? If a career in writing fucks up, I’m pondering going into either teaching, or forensics.
Are you interested in art? Very much so.
Do you create any type or form of art (photography, writing of any form, digital art, photo shop, icons you make, layouts, poetry, prose, artistic thoughts on things, drawing, sketches, painting, charcoals, sculptures, music…etc.)?
I can remember the days when I was younger
And I used to wait for the dawn.
I can recall the air warming up when the first beams of romantic pink crept up from the horizon and burst out into the sky.
Golden angels played around clouds which the night had hidden.
Tropical colours bloomed in the heavens, a time when everything is at peace in the earth.
I can remember the days when I was younger, troubled
And I was comforted by the dawn,
Its gentle glow and warm touch, the sweet voice of the birds
The unblemished day ahead, when the sun strokes my back and hair, toying with it lightly in the wind.
Contented by a moment when one is in love with being a mere mortal.
My days grow older, and here I am
Sitting here waiting for the dawn;
The golden hue, the warm glow,
For the time when life stands still and nothing but light is felt
With its lovers calm, the choirs of angels and a beauty shining brighter than any star.
--- Alison Cairney.
Do you play any type of musical instrument? Guitar, bass guitar, cello and violin.
What is your favorite peice of professional art? A famous painting or such. Give a link so we can see it!! (If its a poem writing, copy and paste it, be sure to post who wrote it!)Why is this your favorite? The Lovesong of J. Alfred Prufrock.
~*~Part Six~*~ Post at least three good pictures of yourself. **We are NOT a “rating” community. We will not vote on your looks. We like to know what our members look like, and who they are.** If you do not have photos to post, please contact me before applying!
~*~Part Seven~*~
MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
(All of this can pretty much apply to me.)
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