Unwinding
Title: Unwinding
Chapter: Oneshot
Author: socialriotbitch
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Genre: PWP
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: bondage, anal, barebacking, hand/finger kink, overstimulation, edging, sex toys, spanking, biting, teasing, dacryphilia
Summary: Work-related stress has built to a breaking point, but maybe more tension of a different kind could be the solution? Reita figures it's worth a shot
Disclaimer: I don't own the GazettE
Word count: ~5,300
Comment: Commissioned by 13sta1rs, who requested Reita/Ruki with Ruki being ruined in bed. Please enjoy!
They barely got inside the apartment before Ruki threw himself face first down on the couch, groaning into the pillow like he was trying to exhale all the air in his lungs at once. Reita locked the door behind them, toed his shoes off, and picked up both their bags, carrying them inside. On his way past Ruki, he patted his back sympathetically. "It's been a long week."
"Try long year." Ruki sighed again, rolling onto his side to watch Reita tidy things away where they belonged. "I'm sick and tired of studio work. I miss being in front of the fans, seeing their adoring faces and happy smiles, rather than wasting hours mulling over the same phrase again and again until it's probably overworked."
Reita knew that feeling well, though he suspected he was better at handling it than Ruki was. He could also spend countless hours on just one part of one song, but when he was done with it, he was done, and he could put it out of his mind and take the rest of the day off. Ruki seemed like he was still being haunted by all the possible variations. "Sleep on it."
Ruki cocked an eyebrow at him, straightening up somewhat when Reita took a seat next to him. "I don't think sleep is going to cure this."
"No?" Reita grinned, earning him a suspicious glare, but he pretended like nothing, taking one of Ruki's hands in his and massaging it. He worked the palm with his thumbs, sliding them slowly out to the tip of each finger, then back to the center again. "I know something else that might work."
Ruki hummed, still a little suspicious, but he leaned against the back of the couch, letting Reita continue what he was doing. "Is it deleting the entire phrase and starting over again? Because Uruha already gave me that advice, and I'm sure it'll help, but I don't want to think about work for the rest of the night."
"Good." Reita kissed the back of Ruki's hand, his shoulder, neck, lips lingering by his ear. "Don't think. Just feel." He leaned a little closer, tilting his head so he could get at Ruki's neck properly, kissing it firmly, pressing his teeth against the skin and listening to the way his breathing changed. Ruki tensed, then relaxed again, exhaling slowly, probably trying to follow his advice. Reita let go of his hand with one of his own, moving it between his legs, grabbing his thigh, and Ruki spread them happily. Reita took his time, hand caressing Ruki's inner thigh, squeezing just hard enough to hear the hitch in his breath, and just as his palm covered his crotch, he bit down on his neck.
Ruki's moan was so lovely, deep, slightly raspy, tinged subtly with pain, and Reita almost couldn't wait to coax more out of him, but he knew he had to, if his plan was going to work. This was too easy. He just applied a little more pressure with his jaw, squeezed firmly with his fingers, and Ruki purred for him like the engine of his car when he pressed down on the gas pedal. It would take more than just simple pleasure and a hint of pain to untangle Ruki with how tightly he was wound.
"Bedroom," he whispered against Ruki's neck, and he nodded, getting up the second Reita's hands left him. Reita removed his shirt, but left his pants on for the time being, moving to their bedroom and heading straight for the drawer where they kept their toys, avoiding meeting Ruki's eyes directly. He could see him out of the corner of his eye, undressing methodically, folding his clothes and leaving them on a chair, before lying down on the bed to watch him.
Reita picked out the items he would need, leaving them on top of the dresser, taking his sweet time until he was certain Ruki had to be getting impatient, picking out a pair of padded cuffs and a short chain to connect them before finally turning toward the bed. Ruki was still watching him expectantly, licking his lips when Reita walked over, drawing his attention to them, and it took some effort to lift his gaze to his eyes. "Hands behind your back."
He settled down behind him on the bed, closing the cuffs around his wrists, making sure to ask if they were too tight before clipping the chain to them. Ruki wiggled playfully, testing the give, and while he wasn't rigidly bound, he didn't exactly have a lot of room to move, either. When Reita placed a hand between his shoulderblades and pushed, Ruki had no choice but to fall face down on the bed, though he managed to pull his knees up under himself, baring his ass.
Reita planted a kiss to the base of his spine, running both hands up the back of his legs, grabbing his ass. Perhaps unsurprisingly, Ruki was tense, and Reita kneaded his thumbs into his cheeks, squeezing and rubbing with his fingers, trying to get him to loosen up. It kind of worked, but then Reita bit down on his sweet flesh again, and Ruki instinctively recoiled, grunting when he only pressed down harder. He dug his nails into Ruki's hips, pulling him back, and bit him again, teeth sinking into his ass, this time making him cry out.
Reita pulled back, admiring the marks his teeth left behind for a minute, looking up to Ruki's face where it rested on the covers. "You doing alright?"
Ruki hummed, closing his eyes and rubbing his face against the sheets. "Keep going."
One of Reita's eyebrows rose, even though Ruki couldn't see it. It sounded more like an order than a request, and normally, he might have obeyed, eager to follow Ruki's whims as long as it made him happy, but tonight was different. He raised his hand, swatting Ruki's ass lightly, then a little harder when he barely reacted. His palm connected with soft skin with a sharp thwack, making Ruki's hips jump, before settling again, only a faint, red mark lingering as evidence he'd even hit him.
Reita shifted, raising his hand, glancing up at Ruki's face again, who seemed like he was waiting for something. Reita let him wait a moment longer, letting the anticipation build, and when he brought his hand down on Ruki's ass this time, he kept the momentum going. Another slap, firmer, then another, and finally, Ruki let a gasp slip out, his façade cracking.
His back arched in a silent bid for him to keep going, and Reita spanked him harder, paying attention to the way he jumped with each hit, recoiling out of instinct, then presenting himself for more, pushing his hips up wantonly. The skin on his ass was slowly turning a beautiful shade of red, but his face was already there, bottom lip caught between his teeth as he clearly fought the instinct to surrender. Reita shifted to the side, giving him a better angle to work with, placing his left hand on Ruki's back while he brought the other down on his ass, alternating between his buttocks, building the pace.
It took another minute before Ruki spoke, mumbling between sharp inhales. "Reita, please."
He paused, resting his hand on Ruki's ass, feeling the warmth of his skin. "Yes?"
Ruki grumbled, muffling his words against the mattress. "I'm ready for you."
"Are you?" Reita grabbed his shoulders and pulled him up to a sitting position, looking him up and down. Ruki averted his gaze almost immediately, and Reita grinned, taking in his flushed cheeks, slightly swollen lips, and finally, how hard he was. His dick was standing proudly between his legs, and when Ruki tried to close them, Reita pushed them apart again, taking his chin in his hand and forcing him to meet his eyes. "Do you want more?"
Ruki's eyes narrowed, and he parted his lips to say something, but Reita cut him off. He kissed him hungrily, pressing their lips together harder than necessary, biting Ruki's tongue, pulling it with his teeth until he grunted. Ruki's expression was a mix between arousal and indignation, and Reita shifted his grip, pushing his thumb into Ruki's mouth, pressing it against his tongue.
The instant response from Ruki surprised him, though not in a bad way. Ruki hollowed his cheeks, sucking teasingly, and when Reita let up on the pressure, he circled his tongue around his thumb, bobbing his head slowly. Whether he was trying to tease him back or just satisfy his needs in any way he could was anyone's guess, but either way, Ruki didn't stop, and after a minute or so, Reita decided to give him more to work with.
He pulled his thumb out, and Ruki looked like he was going to whine, but then Reita's other fingers were presented to him, and he quickly lapped at them, locking eyes with him. He swirled his tongue around, pressing it between his fingers, getting his hand wet with spit and letting it drip down to his wrist so he could lick it back up. He kept at it for another minute before he took the fingers into his mouth, sucking on them as eagerly as he would if they had been something else, and Reita let him enjoy himself.
He couldn't deny the view had an effect on him as well, but his pleasure wasn't the priority here. With that in mind, he looked down again, noticing how the tip of Ruki's dick had started to glisten with precum, and just as a bead of it started dripping down the slit, Reita reached down to swipe it up with his thumb. Ruki moaned, arching forward like he wanted to rub up against him until he came, and Reita pulled back, waiting until he settled down before taking his cock in his hand, stroking from base to tip, agonisingly slow.
"C'mon, Reita, fuck." Ruki's brows were pulled taut in a frown, nose scrunched up slightly in frustration, his entire body rigid, like it took a considerable amount of effort to stay still. Reita didn't let himself be rushed, however, moving his hand languidly, just watching how Ruki's thighs quivered, how the head twitched, another shiny drop forming at the tip. He had all the time in the world, and he let Ruki feel it, pausing after each stroke to listen for the annoyed exhale every time he stopped.
Reita lowered his head to Ruki's chest, licking it a few times before biting down, loving the way Ruki's hips jutted up, entirely involuntary. They had no tours in their immediate future, no photoshoots to worry about the upcoming weeks, so he sucked the skin between his lips, closing his eyes and basking in the moans Ruki let out. His hips had started moving, nearly fucking Reita's hand, chest pressing up against his mouth as his voice rose in both pitch and volume until he almost sobbed.
That was when Reita pulled back entirely, getting off the bed and moving over to the dresser, and Ruki groaned, disappointed. "Seriously? I was close."
"I know." Reita tried to suppress his smirk, but he knew Ruki saw right through him. He grabbed another pair of cuffs, a couple coils of rope, and lube, tossing everything on the bed and moving to unfasten Ruki's wrists from each other. "Lie down on your back."
He tried not to grin triumphantly when Ruki moved without protesting, getting comfortable in the center of the bed, obediently stretching his arms above his head when Reita nudged him to. He sat on Ruki's waist, careful to avoid any contact to his dick, though he let him watch while he unfurled the rope, leaning over and looping it around the headboard. He threaded it through the hoops in the wrist cuffs, tightening enough that Ruki's arms were held in place, but not so much he couldn't thrash around a little, then tied it off properly, leaving a rope he could pull on to get him out quickly if he needed to.
The next pair of cuffs went around his ankles, and Ruki didn't need to be asked to bend his knees and spread his legs. Clearly, he was eager to move on, and Reita bit his lip to keep from smiling. If only he knew what was in store for him, but then again, it would be so much more fun to just show him. By the time Reita finished tying his legs, Ruki seemed to have calmed down a little, and while he was still hard, the issue didn't seem quite as pressing as earlier. No matter, Reita could easily bring him back to that edge.
He settled in a comfortable position and grabbed the lube, slicking his fingers, and Ruki licked his lips, watching his hands eagerly. Reita let him believe what he wanted, drizzling a generous amount of lube down his crack, letting it drip past his hole before he gathered the excess with his finger, pushing it into him. Ruki arched his back, closing his eyes with a muffled groan, and Reita worked his finger in with short, shallow thrusts, partly to ease him open, partly to tease.
Ruki's thighs were irresistible in this position, and Reita kissed just below his knee, dragging his lips down his leg while he continued to taunt him with just one finger, curling it slowly and tasting his skin at the same time. He left a row of kisses along his thigh, and when he found a particularly sensitive patch of skin, he grabbed his leg, holding it still so he could mark him properly, sucking until a dark hickey formed.
Just as Ruki's whines started turning desperate, he pushed another finger into him, loving how easily it slid inside. Ruki was so slick, it was starting to ooze back out of him, and Reita could thrust his fingers in and out with little effort, the smooth motion of his hand contrasting the sharp bites he littered his skin with. He lowered his head until his cheek brushed Ruki's hardening dick and bit into his thigh, sinking his teeth into the soft flesh until he heard a trembling moan.
Ruki's voice almost cracked, control slipping for a moment, before he licked his lips, collecting himself with some effort. "Are you trying to break me?"
Unbeknownst to Ruki, he'd practically hit the nail on the head, and Reita struggled not to smile, closing his eyes and nuzzling his leg while he tried to reel in his excitement. "Dunno what you're on about."
"Uh-huh." Ruki didn't sound convinced, but he didn't protest, either, so Reita didn't say anything further. He concentrated on the movements of his fingers, sliding them in deep, pressing against Ruki's prostate, then pulling almost all the way back out again. Ruki was already making such sweet noises for him, moaning with every deep thrust, Reita could listen to him for hours.
He was sure it felt like hours to Ruki. In reality, only about ten minutes or so passed, but with how Ruki's eyebrows were furrowing and the way he was trying to lift his hips from the bed to take the fingers deeper, he seemed to be perceiving the passage of time differently. Reita watched the frustration make its way onto his face, warping his expression from one of pleasure to one of impatience, nose scrunching into a delicious sneer.
His eyes locked with Reita's, one brow raised in a query of 'what the fuck do you think you're doing', and Reita answered by pulling his fingers out entirely, getting up from the bed and turning to the dresser. "Seriously?" Ruki's voice resembled a whine, and Reita was glad he had his back turned so he couldn't see him grin. "I'm ready for you."
"I know." Reita grabbed two vibrators, one shaped like a dildo, intended for penetration, and one hitachi wand for external use, climbing back on the bed and trying to contain his excitement. Ruki's eyes widened when he realised what he was planning, but he was tied down securely, and aside from playful wiggling, he couldn't really move. He could tell him to stop, of course, but for some reason, Reita was pretty confident he wouldn't.
"This is your grand plan?"
"Something like that." Reita winked down at him while he lubed up the vibrating dildo, pressing it against Ruki's hole, and before he could say anything further, he pushed the button to turn it on. It started buzzing against the rim, and Ruki hummed, the sound warping into a moan when the toy slipped inside him. It wasn't very thick, but it didn't need to be, especially when Reita turned the intensity up. Judging by the way Ruki arched his back and spread his legs, it was doing its job.
Reita worked the toy in and out for a minute, thrusting at the same pace he'd been moving his fingers, and when Ruki's vision became unfocused and he seemed to lean into the sensations, he turned the vibrations up another notch. Ruki groaned, bit his lip, and let out a strained breath, tensing and flexing like he was working up to something. It didn't take a genius to guess what, considering he'd already confessed to being close a while ago, but Reita pretended like nothing, playing dumber than he was.
"Are you seriously not gonna fuck me?" There it was, the first hint of genuine frustration in Ruki's tone, a faint rasp that foretold irritation if Reita didn't pick up the pace, but he had a feeling he knew the cure. He grabbed the magic wand in his left hand, turning it on and holding it against the base of Ruki's dick, and whatever complaints he'd been about to voice were lost in a string of breathy moans.
It took some coordination to keep thrusting the vibrator in his right hand while keeping his left hand still and the wand in place, but Reita was nothing if not determined. He liked to think his experience playing bass helped him in this situation, or perhaps he truly just was that stubborn, whatever the case, he was set on driving Ruki to the breaking point and keeping him there for as long as he could.
"You're gonna make me cum." Ruki's voice was strained, like he hadn't drawn his breath properly in a while, and Reita shifted his hand, moving the vibrator to just below the head of his dick. Ruki was stubborn, too, clearly holding back despite his warning, like he could tempt Reita into changing his mind if only he held on long enough. Given enough time, he might have succeeded, his moans too enticing, his spread legs too inviting, but Reita had the upper hand, and even Ruki couldn't halt the inevitable that long.
Cum shot from his dick, decorating his stomach, and Reita quickly turned the vibrations up, pressing one toy against Ruki's prostate, the other rubbing along his shaft. Ruki writhed, at first in pleasure, then, as the waves of orgasm ebbed and the vibrations persisted, in something more closely resembling agony. He tried to speak, furrowing his brows and parting his lips, but Reita knew just how to move his hands, and whatever he'd been about to say was lost in more moans and gasps for air.
Reita waited until Ruki tried to turn away before he switched the dildo off, leaving it inside his ass and turning the intensity of the wand down, slowly moving it away from his dick. He ran it over his hip, up the front of his thigh, and back down along the inside, paying close attention to the change in Ruki's breathing as he did so. He was panting heavily, struggling to compose himself, probably having realised Reita wasn't done with him, but when the wand moved over his balls, he groaned, muscles tensing like he was trying to close his legs.
"Please." His voice was so faint, Reita pretended not to have heard him, despite his stomach fluttering excitedly. Ruki frowned, swallowing thickly and trying again, louder this time. "Reita, please."
"Hm?" Reita cocked his head, looking up and trying to keep his expression somewhere between neutral and bemused. "What is it?"
"Please just fuck me already."
Reita couldn't feign ignorance any longer, lips spreading in a wide grin, and he shook his head, briefly pushing the hitachi against Ruki's dick before moving it to his other thigh. "Not yet."
"Seriously?" Ruki seemed genuinely confused, and Reita resisted the urge to laugh. Normally, he'd do anything Ruki wanted him to, anticipating his needs before he even had to voice them. He still knew exactly what Ruki desired, of course, but he wasn't going to give in like that this time.
"Seriously." He leaned over, pressing their lips together in a deep kiss, basking in the way Ruki whined against his mouth when he turned the vibrations back up, one notch at a time. He realised they were as high as they could go when Ruki started trembling beneath him, pulling at the ropes that kept him bound, tugging and jerking fervently.
He raised his head, looking down at Ruki's face, lips trembling, eyes desperate, and now he was struggling to hold back, himself, questioning if this had been such a good idea after all. "Please, Reita, if you're not going to fuck me, at least move, something, please."
"Nah." Reita paid attention to his voice more than his words, the tone, the breathing, and he had a feeling Ruki could take more. "I kinda like watching you squirm."
Ruki groaned, throwing his head back and screwing his eyes shut like he could block out the onslaught of sensations if only he tried hard enough. Reita took advantage of the distraction, finding the button under the dildo and pressing it, bringing the toy to life inside him again, pushing it as deep as it went. It had to be agonising, still coming down from one orgasm and having another practically wrenched from him, but Ruki didn't tell him to slow down, so he didn't.
"Fuck, don't stop." Ruki's head was digging into the mattress at this point, his back arched, his toes curling involuntarily. He was so beautiful, lost in pleasure, his walls broken down, nothing but raw, unfiltered emotion shining through in every sound that left his lips, every movement of his exhausted limbs. Then he opened his eyes, and Reita saw how wet they were, tears gathering in the corners, threatening to spill. "Don't stop, don't stop, I'm so close."
Reita gave a brief nod, shifting the hitachi to try to wrap his hand around both it and Ruki's dick at the same time. His fingers weren't quite long enough to get all the way around, but he managed to get it where he wanted it, the vibrations from the wand pressed against the swollen head of Ruki's cock, and it was worth it when the tears started spilling. Ruki sobbed, closing his eyes again as wet trails formed down his temples, soaking into the covers beneath him, just as his cock twitched again, cum spilling over Reita's fingers, down to his abdomen.
Reita's arms were getting tired, but he kept going through sheer force of will, thrusting the toy in and out, trying his best to keep the angle steady, despite how Ruki's hips were moving erratically, almost frantic at this point. Broken moans and slurred curses continued to pour from his throat, almost unintelligible, but Reita figured he got the gist. Ruki's fingers flexed, gripping onto thin air as he rode out his orgasm, gyrating his hips until he fell back against the bed with one last, drawn out whine.
This time, Reita was nice enough to turn the vibrators off and pull away, setting everything aside, taking his time. Judging by Ruki's breathing, he would need a moment to recover, anyway, and if he were being honest with himself, Reita had to calm down a little before he continued, or he wouldn't last long. His pants were definitely too tight at this point, and he popped open the button with a hiss of relief, pulling down the zipper and pushing them and his boxers down his legs, kicking them off unceremoniously.
He gave himself a couple of languid strokes, glancing over at Ruki to see how he was doing, unsurprised when he realised he was eyeing him hungrily, though he seized the opportunity to tease him nonetheless. "If I didn't know any better, I'd say you were staring at my dick."
"It's kinda hard not to." So Ruki still had the presence of mind to tease back? Good to know.
"I thought you'd had enough?" Reita cocked his head, turning so he was fully facing the bed. "Don't tell me it was all an act."
"I still want you." There was nothing in Ruki's eyes that suggested he was lying when their gazes met again, despite how hard it seemed for him to focus. His eyes were half closed, almost glazed over, still damp with the tears that hadn't spilled over. Reita nodded, crawled up on the bed, and reached for one of the cuffs around Ruki's ankles with a devious smile.
"If you insist." He undid the buckle and slid it free, and Ruki was quick to stretch his leg, flexing his toes while Reita moved on to the other one. Once both his legs were loose, Ruki wrapped them around Reita's waist, trying to pull him closer, but he scooted further up, reaching for his wrists. Ruki seemed to struggle for a moment between his desire to be freed and the urge to be fucked, but he did eventually loosen up, allowing Reita to undo the handcuffs, leaving them connected to the headboard. They could tidy up later.
Reita circled his arms around Ruki's back, flipping them over in one quick motion, ignoring the glare he got for his efforts and shifting until he was comfortable. He grabbed the lube, slicking himself up, knowing Ruki's arms were probably still a little stiff. He would have a hard enough time fulfilling Reita's next request. "Ride me."
"Excuse me?" Ruki's eyes narrowed, jaw clenching when Reita shook his head.
"No protesting. You said you wanted me inside you, so prove it."
For a moment, Ruki looked like he was about to tell him to fuck off and sleep on the couch. His expression shifted from irritation to resignation over the course of a minute, eventually morphing into desire tinged with a hint of embarrassment, and Reita leaned back, resting his hands on Ruki's thighs, nodding for him to go on.
Ruki grabbed his dick, held it steady, and sank down, taking Reita to the base, and now it was his turn to moan. Ruki was slick, warm, swallowing him eagerly, taking him to the hilt with every rise and fall of his hips. Ruki struggled at first, jaw tense, shoulders stiff, but when he settled into a rhythm, he gradually started moaning. At first, they were more like short, hoarse exhales, but Reita grabbed his hips, helping him move, and Ruki soon forgot himself, moaning wantonly.
"Please." The second the word left his lips, Ruki's face turned red, as if he only then realised how much he was enjoying himself, and his arm reflexively shot up, the back of his hand pressing against his mouth in an attempt to silence any further outbursts.
"None of that." Reita grabbed his wrist, pulling it away, and Ruki turned his head, clenching his eyes shut and trying to bite back his moans. "I want to hear you."
"Let go already." Ruki panted like it took great effort to get the words out, and it probably did. His movements were getting sluggish, his hips losing their rhythm, like being consciously aware of what he was doing had snapped him out of some kind of trance and he'd lost the momentum. "Stop holding back."
Reita watched him struggle to keep it up for another few seconds, just enjoying the fact that Ruki was pushing himself, trying so hard to carry out the command he'd been given. Right before Ruki seemed like he was going to give up, he flipped them over again, trapping him with his body and grabbing his legs, pushing them to his chest.
He'd slipped out when they moved, and it took him a second to reposition himself, an entire second where he missed feeling Ruki around him, and then he was pushing back in, throwing his head back with a deep moan. Ruki's arms wrapped around him, nails digging into his shoulders, and Reita figured he deserved the pain, pushing through and working on finding a good rhythm. He fucked Ruki like he was trying to break the bed, using gravity as leverage to ram into him again and again, gripping his legs tight, holding him down.
"Cum again." Ruki answered Reita with a desperate shake of his head, whining something unintelligible, trying to close his legs, despite how he was still pulling him closer. "Give me one more." Ruki's jaw trembled, and Reita swore he felt more tears slip down his cheeks, caressing his fingers when he tangled them in his hair, lifting his head. "I know you can do it, cum for me, cum on my cock."
Ruki clenched around him, and Reita buried his face in his hair, mouth falling open in a silent cry, unable to hold back any longer. His cock pulsed, filling Ruki with cum, spurt after spurt shooting deep inside him, and it seemed like that was what he'd been waiting for. Ruki sobbed into his shoulder, coating their stomachs with his own cum, hips rocking as much as possible under Reita's weight, trying to get as much friction as he could.
They stayed like that for a while, Reita working to catch his breath while Ruki clung to him like he was trying to crush him. When Reita eventually pulled out, Ruki stretched his legs again, groaning tiredly, and Reita rolled them over on their side, reaching down to massage his thighs. He felt a little bad at first, chewing on his words and wondering if he should apologise, but the more time passed, the closer Ruki shuffled. Eventually, his face was practically buried in Reita's chest, one leg draped over his hip, like he couldn't get close enough, even if they'd been welded together.
"How do you feel?" Reita cleared his throat when he realised how faint his voice sounded, not having realised just how exhausted he was, too caught up in analysing Ruki's breathing.
"Tired." Ruki lifted his hand, gently smacking Reita's shoulder. "Worn out."
Reita hummed in agreement. "Anything else?"
A deep sigh. "Content." A couple of seconds passed, Reita waiting to see if he was going to say something else. He almost gave up, about to ask what he wanted for dinner when Ruki whispered. "Thank you. I'm still going to have to take another crack at the problem tomorrow, but at least I don't feel as stressed as I did earlier."
"I thought we agreed you weren't going to think about work for the rest of the night?"
"I'm not." Ruki gave him a short squeeze, like he was trying to pull him even closer. "I don't have a single thought left in my head."
"Good." Reita closed his eyes, deciding not to worry about dinner, or music, or anything other than how good it felt to be caught in the tangle of Ruki's limbs. "Me either."
Chapter: Oneshot
Author: socialriotbitch
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Genre: PWP
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: bondage, anal, barebacking, hand/finger kink, overstimulation, edging, sex toys, spanking, biting, teasing, dacryphilia
Summary: Work-related stress has built to a breaking point, but maybe more tension of a different kind could be the solution? Reita figures it's worth a shot
Disclaimer: I don't own the GazettE
Word count: ~5,300
Comment: Commissioned by 13sta1rs, who requested Reita/Ruki with Ruki being ruined in bed. Please enjoy!
They barely got inside the apartment before Ruki threw himself face first down on the couch, groaning into the pillow like he was trying to exhale all the air in his lungs at once. Reita locked the door behind them, toed his shoes off, and picked up both their bags, carrying them inside. On his way past Ruki, he patted his back sympathetically. "It's been a long week."
"Try long year." Ruki sighed again, rolling onto his side to watch Reita tidy things away where they belonged. "I'm sick and tired of studio work. I miss being in front of the fans, seeing their adoring faces and happy smiles, rather than wasting hours mulling over the same phrase again and again until it's probably overworked."
Reita knew that feeling well, though he suspected he was better at handling it than Ruki was. He could also spend countless hours on just one part of one song, but when he was done with it, he was done, and he could put it out of his mind and take the rest of the day off. Ruki seemed like he was still being haunted by all the possible variations. "Sleep on it."
Ruki cocked an eyebrow at him, straightening up somewhat when Reita took a seat next to him. "I don't think sleep is going to cure this."
"No?" Reita grinned, earning him a suspicious glare, but he pretended like nothing, taking one of Ruki's hands in his and massaging it. He worked the palm with his thumbs, sliding them slowly out to the tip of each finger, then back to the center again. "I know something else that might work."
Ruki hummed, still a little suspicious, but he leaned against the back of the couch, letting Reita continue what he was doing. "Is it deleting the entire phrase and starting over again? Because Uruha already gave me that advice, and I'm sure it'll help, but I don't want to think about work for the rest of the night."
"Good." Reita kissed the back of Ruki's hand, his shoulder, neck, lips lingering by his ear. "Don't think. Just feel." He leaned a little closer, tilting his head so he could get at Ruki's neck properly, kissing it firmly, pressing his teeth against the skin and listening to the way his breathing changed. Ruki tensed, then relaxed again, exhaling slowly, probably trying to follow his advice. Reita let go of his hand with one of his own, moving it between his legs, grabbing his thigh, and Ruki spread them happily. Reita took his time, hand caressing Ruki's inner thigh, squeezing just hard enough to hear the hitch in his breath, and just as his palm covered his crotch, he bit down on his neck.
Ruki's moan was so lovely, deep, slightly raspy, tinged subtly with pain, and Reita almost couldn't wait to coax more out of him, but he knew he had to, if his plan was going to work. This was too easy. He just applied a little more pressure with his jaw, squeezed firmly with his fingers, and Ruki purred for him like the engine of his car when he pressed down on the gas pedal. It would take more than just simple pleasure and a hint of pain to untangle Ruki with how tightly he was wound.
"Bedroom," he whispered against Ruki's neck, and he nodded, getting up the second Reita's hands left him. Reita removed his shirt, but left his pants on for the time being, moving to their bedroom and heading straight for the drawer where they kept their toys, avoiding meeting Ruki's eyes directly. He could see him out of the corner of his eye, undressing methodically, folding his clothes and leaving them on a chair, before lying down on the bed to watch him.
Reita picked out the items he would need, leaving them on top of the dresser, taking his sweet time until he was certain Ruki had to be getting impatient, picking out a pair of padded cuffs and a short chain to connect them before finally turning toward the bed. Ruki was still watching him expectantly, licking his lips when Reita walked over, drawing his attention to them, and it took some effort to lift his gaze to his eyes. "Hands behind your back."
He settled down behind him on the bed, closing the cuffs around his wrists, making sure to ask if they were too tight before clipping the chain to them. Ruki wiggled playfully, testing the give, and while he wasn't rigidly bound, he didn't exactly have a lot of room to move, either. When Reita placed a hand between his shoulderblades and pushed, Ruki had no choice but to fall face down on the bed, though he managed to pull his knees up under himself, baring his ass.
Reita planted a kiss to the base of his spine, running both hands up the back of his legs, grabbing his ass. Perhaps unsurprisingly, Ruki was tense, and Reita kneaded his thumbs into his cheeks, squeezing and rubbing with his fingers, trying to get him to loosen up. It kind of worked, but then Reita bit down on his sweet flesh again, and Ruki instinctively recoiled, grunting when he only pressed down harder. He dug his nails into Ruki's hips, pulling him back, and bit him again, teeth sinking into his ass, this time making him cry out.
Reita pulled back, admiring the marks his teeth left behind for a minute, looking up to Ruki's face where it rested on the covers. "You doing alright?"
Ruki hummed, closing his eyes and rubbing his face against the sheets. "Keep going."
One of Reita's eyebrows rose, even though Ruki couldn't see it. It sounded more like an order than a request, and normally, he might have obeyed, eager to follow Ruki's whims as long as it made him happy, but tonight was different. He raised his hand, swatting Ruki's ass lightly, then a little harder when he barely reacted. His palm connected with soft skin with a sharp thwack, making Ruki's hips jump, before settling again, only a faint, red mark lingering as evidence he'd even hit him.
Reita shifted, raising his hand, glancing up at Ruki's face again, who seemed like he was waiting for something. Reita let him wait a moment longer, letting the anticipation build, and when he brought his hand down on Ruki's ass this time, he kept the momentum going. Another slap, firmer, then another, and finally, Ruki let a gasp slip out, his façade cracking.
His back arched in a silent bid for him to keep going, and Reita spanked him harder, paying attention to the way he jumped with each hit, recoiling out of instinct, then presenting himself for more, pushing his hips up wantonly. The skin on his ass was slowly turning a beautiful shade of red, but his face was already there, bottom lip caught between his teeth as he clearly fought the instinct to surrender. Reita shifted to the side, giving him a better angle to work with, placing his left hand on Ruki's back while he brought the other down on his ass, alternating between his buttocks, building the pace.
It took another minute before Ruki spoke, mumbling between sharp inhales. "Reita, please."
He paused, resting his hand on Ruki's ass, feeling the warmth of his skin. "Yes?"
Ruki grumbled, muffling his words against the mattress. "I'm ready for you."
"Are you?" Reita grabbed his shoulders and pulled him up to a sitting position, looking him up and down. Ruki averted his gaze almost immediately, and Reita grinned, taking in his flushed cheeks, slightly swollen lips, and finally, how hard he was. His dick was standing proudly between his legs, and when Ruki tried to close them, Reita pushed them apart again, taking his chin in his hand and forcing him to meet his eyes. "Do you want more?"
Ruki's eyes narrowed, and he parted his lips to say something, but Reita cut him off. He kissed him hungrily, pressing their lips together harder than necessary, biting Ruki's tongue, pulling it with his teeth until he grunted. Ruki's expression was a mix between arousal and indignation, and Reita shifted his grip, pushing his thumb into Ruki's mouth, pressing it against his tongue.
The instant response from Ruki surprised him, though not in a bad way. Ruki hollowed his cheeks, sucking teasingly, and when Reita let up on the pressure, he circled his tongue around his thumb, bobbing his head slowly. Whether he was trying to tease him back or just satisfy his needs in any way he could was anyone's guess, but either way, Ruki didn't stop, and after a minute or so, Reita decided to give him more to work with.
He pulled his thumb out, and Ruki looked like he was going to whine, but then Reita's other fingers were presented to him, and he quickly lapped at them, locking eyes with him. He swirled his tongue around, pressing it between his fingers, getting his hand wet with spit and letting it drip down to his wrist so he could lick it back up. He kept at it for another minute before he took the fingers into his mouth, sucking on them as eagerly as he would if they had been something else, and Reita let him enjoy himself.
He couldn't deny the view had an effect on him as well, but his pleasure wasn't the priority here. With that in mind, he looked down again, noticing how the tip of Ruki's dick had started to glisten with precum, and just as a bead of it started dripping down the slit, Reita reached down to swipe it up with his thumb. Ruki moaned, arching forward like he wanted to rub up against him until he came, and Reita pulled back, waiting until he settled down before taking his cock in his hand, stroking from base to tip, agonisingly slow.
"C'mon, Reita, fuck." Ruki's brows were pulled taut in a frown, nose scrunched up slightly in frustration, his entire body rigid, like it took a considerable amount of effort to stay still. Reita didn't let himself be rushed, however, moving his hand languidly, just watching how Ruki's thighs quivered, how the head twitched, another shiny drop forming at the tip. He had all the time in the world, and he let Ruki feel it, pausing after each stroke to listen for the annoyed exhale every time he stopped.
Reita lowered his head to Ruki's chest, licking it a few times before biting down, loving the way Ruki's hips jutted up, entirely involuntary. They had no tours in their immediate future, no photoshoots to worry about the upcoming weeks, so he sucked the skin between his lips, closing his eyes and basking in the moans Ruki let out. His hips had started moving, nearly fucking Reita's hand, chest pressing up against his mouth as his voice rose in both pitch and volume until he almost sobbed.
That was when Reita pulled back entirely, getting off the bed and moving over to the dresser, and Ruki groaned, disappointed. "Seriously? I was close."
"I know." Reita tried to suppress his smirk, but he knew Ruki saw right through him. He grabbed another pair of cuffs, a couple coils of rope, and lube, tossing everything on the bed and moving to unfasten Ruki's wrists from each other. "Lie down on your back."
He tried not to grin triumphantly when Ruki moved without protesting, getting comfortable in the center of the bed, obediently stretching his arms above his head when Reita nudged him to. He sat on Ruki's waist, careful to avoid any contact to his dick, though he let him watch while he unfurled the rope, leaning over and looping it around the headboard. He threaded it through the hoops in the wrist cuffs, tightening enough that Ruki's arms were held in place, but not so much he couldn't thrash around a little, then tied it off properly, leaving a rope he could pull on to get him out quickly if he needed to.
The next pair of cuffs went around his ankles, and Ruki didn't need to be asked to bend his knees and spread his legs. Clearly, he was eager to move on, and Reita bit his lip to keep from smiling. If only he knew what was in store for him, but then again, it would be so much more fun to just show him. By the time Reita finished tying his legs, Ruki seemed to have calmed down a little, and while he was still hard, the issue didn't seem quite as pressing as earlier. No matter, Reita could easily bring him back to that edge.
He settled in a comfortable position and grabbed the lube, slicking his fingers, and Ruki licked his lips, watching his hands eagerly. Reita let him believe what he wanted, drizzling a generous amount of lube down his crack, letting it drip past his hole before he gathered the excess with his finger, pushing it into him. Ruki arched his back, closing his eyes with a muffled groan, and Reita worked his finger in with short, shallow thrusts, partly to ease him open, partly to tease.
Ruki's thighs were irresistible in this position, and Reita kissed just below his knee, dragging his lips down his leg while he continued to taunt him with just one finger, curling it slowly and tasting his skin at the same time. He left a row of kisses along his thigh, and when he found a particularly sensitive patch of skin, he grabbed his leg, holding it still so he could mark him properly, sucking until a dark hickey formed.
Just as Ruki's whines started turning desperate, he pushed another finger into him, loving how easily it slid inside. Ruki was so slick, it was starting to ooze back out of him, and Reita could thrust his fingers in and out with little effort, the smooth motion of his hand contrasting the sharp bites he littered his skin with. He lowered his head until his cheek brushed Ruki's hardening dick and bit into his thigh, sinking his teeth into the soft flesh until he heard a trembling moan.
Ruki's voice almost cracked, control slipping for a moment, before he licked his lips, collecting himself with some effort. "Are you trying to break me?"
Unbeknownst to Ruki, he'd practically hit the nail on the head, and Reita struggled not to smile, closing his eyes and nuzzling his leg while he tried to reel in his excitement. "Dunno what you're on about."
"Uh-huh." Ruki didn't sound convinced, but he didn't protest, either, so Reita didn't say anything further. He concentrated on the movements of his fingers, sliding them in deep, pressing against Ruki's prostate, then pulling almost all the way back out again. Ruki was already making such sweet noises for him, moaning with every deep thrust, Reita could listen to him for hours.
He was sure it felt like hours to Ruki. In reality, only about ten minutes or so passed, but with how Ruki's eyebrows were furrowing and the way he was trying to lift his hips from the bed to take the fingers deeper, he seemed to be perceiving the passage of time differently. Reita watched the frustration make its way onto his face, warping his expression from one of pleasure to one of impatience, nose scrunching into a delicious sneer.
His eyes locked with Reita's, one brow raised in a query of 'what the fuck do you think you're doing', and Reita answered by pulling his fingers out entirely, getting up from the bed and turning to the dresser. "Seriously?" Ruki's voice resembled a whine, and Reita was glad he had his back turned so he couldn't see him grin. "I'm ready for you."
"I know." Reita grabbed two vibrators, one shaped like a dildo, intended for penetration, and one hitachi wand for external use, climbing back on the bed and trying to contain his excitement. Ruki's eyes widened when he realised what he was planning, but he was tied down securely, and aside from playful wiggling, he couldn't really move. He could tell him to stop, of course, but for some reason, Reita was pretty confident he wouldn't.
"This is your grand plan?"
"Something like that." Reita winked down at him while he lubed up the vibrating dildo, pressing it against Ruki's hole, and before he could say anything further, he pushed the button to turn it on. It started buzzing against the rim, and Ruki hummed, the sound warping into a moan when the toy slipped inside him. It wasn't very thick, but it didn't need to be, especially when Reita turned the intensity up. Judging by the way Ruki arched his back and spread his legs, it was doing its job.
Reita worked the toy in and out for a minute, thrusting at the same pace he'd been moving his fingers, and when Ruki's vision became unfocused and he seemed to lean into the sensations, he turned the vibrations up another notch. Ruki groaned, bit his lip, and let out a strained breath, tensing and flexing like he was working up to something. It didn't take a genius to guess what, considering he'd already confessed to being close a while ago, but Reita pretended like nothing, playing dumber than he was.
"Are you seriously not gonna fuck me?" There it was, the first hint of genuine frustration in Ruki's tone, a faint rasp that foretold irritation if Reita didn't pick up the pace, but he had a feeling he knew the cure. He grabbed the magic wand in his left hand, turning it on and holding it against the base of Ruki's dick, and whatever complaints he'd been about to voice were lost in a string of breathy moans.
It took some coordination to keep thrusting the vibrator in his right hand while keeping his left hand still and the wand in place, but Reita was nothing if not determined. He liked to think his experience playing bass helped him in this situation, or perhaps he truly just was that stubborn, whatever the case, he was set on driving Ruki to the breaking point and keeping him there for as long as he could.
"You're gonna make me cum." Ruki's voice was strained, like he hadn't drawn his breath properly in a while, and Reita shifted his hand, moving the vibrator to just below the head of his dick. Ruki was stubborn, too, clearly holding back despite his warning, like he could tempt Reita into changing his mind if only he held on long enough. Given enough time, he might have succeeded, his moans too enticing, his spread legs too inviting, but Reita had the upper hand, and even Ruki couldn't halt the inevitable that long.
Cum shot from his dick, decorating his stomach, and Reita quickly turned the vibrations up, pressing one toy against Ruki's prostate, the other rubbing along his shaft. Ruki writhed, at first in pleasure, then, as the waves of orgasm ebbed and the vibrations persisted, in something more closely resembling agony. He tried to speak, furrowing his brows and parting his lips, but Reita knew just how to move his hands, and whatever he'd been about to say was lost in more moans and gasps for air.
Reita waited until Ruki tried to turn away before he switched the dildo off, leaving it inside his ass and turning the intensity of the wand down, slowly moving it away from his dick. He ran it over his hip, up the front of his thigh, and back down along the inside, paying close attention to the change in Ruki's breathing as he did so. He was panting heavily, struggling to compose himself, probably having realised Reita wasn't done with him, but when the wand moved over his balls, he groaned, muscles tensing like he was trying to close his legs.
"Please." His voice was so faint, Reita pretended not to have heard him, despite his stomach fluttering excitedly. Ruki frowned, swallowing thickly and trying again, louder this time. "Reita, please."
"Hm?" Reita cocked his head, looking up and trying to keep his expression somewhere between neutral and bemused. "What is it?"
"Please just fuck me already."
Reita couldn't feign ignorance any longer, lips spreading in a wide grin, and he shook his head, briefly pushing the hitachi against Ruki's dick before moving it to his other thigh. "Not yet."
"Seriously?" Ruki seemed genuinely confused, and Reita resisted the urge to laugh. Normally, he'd do anything Ruki wanted him to, anticipating his needs before he even had to voice them. He still knew exactly what Ruki desired, of course, but he wasn't going to give in like that this time.
"Seriously." He leaned over, pressing their lips together in a deep kiss, basking in the way Ruki whined against his mouth when he turned the vibrations back up, one notch at a time. He realised they were as high as they could go when Ruki started trembling beneath him, pulling at the ropes that kept him bound, tugging and jerking fervently.
He raised his head, looking down at Ruki's face, lips trembling, eyes desperate, and now he was struggling to hold back, himself, questioning if this had been such a good idea after all. "Please, Reita, if you're not going to fuck me, at least move, something, please."
"Nah." Reita paid attention to his voice more than his words, the tone, the breathing, and he had a feeling Ruki could take more. "I kinda like watching you squirm."
Ruki groaned, throwing his head back and screwing his eyes shut like he could block out the onslaught of sensations if only he tried hard enough. Reita took advantage of the distraction, finding the button under the dildo and pressing it, bringing the toy to life inside him again, pushing it as deep as it went. It had to be agonising, still coming down from one orgasm and having another practically wrenched from him, but Ruki didn't tell him to slow down, so he didn't.
"Fuck, don't stop." Ruki's head was digging into the mattress at this point, his back arched, his toes curling involuntarily. He was so beautiful, lost in pleasure, his walls broken down, nothing but raw, unfiltered emotion shining through in every sound that left his lips, every movement of his exhausted limbs. Then he opened his eyes, and Reita saw how wet they were, tears gathering in the corners, threatening to spill. "Don't stop, don't stop, I'm so close."
Reita gave a brief nod, shifting the hitachi to try to wrap his hand around both it and Ruki's dick at the same time. His fingers weren't quite long enough to get all the way around, but he managed to get it where he wanted it, the vibrations from the wand pressed against the swollen head of Ruki's cock, and it was worth it when the tears started spilling. Ruki sobbed, closing his eyes again as wet trails formed down his temples, soaking into the covers beneath him, just as his cock twitched again, cum spilling over Reita's fingers, down to his abdomen.
Reita's arms were getting tired, but he kept going through sheer force of will, thrusting the toy in and out, trying his best to keep the angle steady, despite how Ruki's hips were moving erratically, almost frantic at this point. Broken moans and slurred curses continued to pour from his throat, almost unintelligible, but Reita figured he got the gist. Ruki's fingers flexed, gripping onto thin air as he rode out his orgasm, gyrating his hips until he fell back against the bed with one last, drawn out whine.
This time, Reita was nice enough to turn the vibrators off and pull away, setting everything aside, taking his time. Judging by Ruki's breathing, he would need a moment to recover, anyway, and if he were being honest with himself, Reita had to calm down a little before he continued, or he wouldn't last long. His pants were definitely too tight at this point, and he popped open the button with a hiss of relief, pulling down the zipper and pushing them and his boxers down his legs, kicking them off unceremoniously.
He gave himself a couple of languid strokes, glancing over at Ruki to see how he was doing, unsurprised when he realised he was eyeing him hungrily, though he seized the opportunity to tease him nonetheless. "If I didn't know any better, I'd say you were staring at my dick."
"It's kinda hard not to." So Ruki still had the presence of mind to tease back? Good to know.
"I thought you'd had enough?" Reita cocked his head, turning so he was fully facing the bed. "Don't tell me it was all an act."
"I still want you." There was nothing in Ruki's eyes that suggested he was lying when their gazes met again, despite how hard it seemed for him to focus. His eyes were half closed, almost glazed over, still damp with the tears that hadn't spilled over. Reita nodded, crawled up on the bed, and reached for one of the cuffs around Ruki's ankles with a devious smile.
"If you insist." He undid the buckle and slid it free, and Ruki was quick to stretch his leg, flexing his toes while Reita moved on to the other one. Once both his legs were loose, Ruki wrapped them around Reita's waist, trying to pull him closer, but he scooted further up, reaching for his wrists. Ruki seemed to struggle for a moment between his desire to be freed and the urge to be fucked, but he did eventually loosen up, allowing Reita to undo the handcuffs, leaving them connected to the headboard. They could tidy up later.
Reita circled his arms around Ruki's back, flipping them over in one quick motion, ignoring the glare he got for his efforts and shifting until he was comfortable. He grabbed the lube, slicking himself up, knowing Ruki's arms were probably still a little stiff. He would have a hard enough time fulfilling Reita's next request. "Ride me."
"Excuse me?" Ruki's eyes narrowed, jaw clenching when Reita shook his head.
"No protesting. You said you wanted me inside you, so prove it."
For a moment, Ruki looked like he was about to tell him to fuck off and sleep on the couch. His expression shifted from irritation to resignation over the course of a minute, eventually morphing into desire tinged with a hint of embarrassment, and Reita leaned back, resting his hands on Ruki's thighs, nodding for him to go on.
Ruki grabbed his dick, held it steady, and sank down, taking Reita to the base, and now it was his turn to moan. Ruki was slick, warm, swallowing him eagerly, taking him to the hilt with every rise and fall of his hips. Ruki struggled at first, jaw tense, shoulders stiff, but when he settled into a rhythm, he gradually started moaning. At first, they were more like short, hoarse exhales, but Reita grabbed his hips, helping him move, and Ruki soon forgot himself, moaning wantonly.
"Please." The second the word left his lips, Ruki's face turned red, as if he only then realised how much he was enjoying himself, and his arm reflexively shot up, the back of his hand pressing against his mouth in an attempt to silence any further outbursts.
"None of that." Reita grabbed his wrist, pulling it away, and Ruki turned his head, clenching his eyes shut and trying to bite back his moans. "I want to hear you."
"Let go already." Ruki panted like it took great effort to get the words out, and it probably did. His movements were getting sluggish, his hips losing their rhythm, like being consciously aware of what he was doing had snapped him out of some kind of trance and he'd lost the momentum. "Stop holding back."
Reita watched him struggle to keep it up for another few seconds, just enjoying the fact that Ruki was pushing himself, trying so hard to carry out the command he'd been given. Right before Ruki seemed like he was going to give up, he flipped them over again, trapping him with his body and grabbing his legs, pushing them to his chest.
He'd slipped out when they moved, and it took him a second to reposition himself, an entire second where he missed feeling Ruki around him, and then he was pushing back in, throwing his head back with a deep moan. Ruki's arms wrapped around him, nails digging into his shoulders, and Reita figured he deserved the pain, pushing through and working on finding a good rhythm. He fucked Ruki like he was trying to break the bed, using gravity as leverage to ram into him again and again, gripping his legs tight, holding him down.
"Cum again." Ruki answered Reita with a desperate shake of his head, whining something unintelligible, trying to close his legs, despite how he was still pulling him closer. "Give me one more." Ruki's jaw trembled, and Reita swore he felt more tears slip down his cheeks, caressing his fingers when he tangled them in his hair, lifting his head. "I know you can do it, cum for me, cum on my cock."
Ruki clenched around him, and Reita buried his face in his hair, mouth falling open in a silent cry, unable to hold back any longer. His cock pulsed, filling Ruki with cum, spurt after spurt shooting deep inside him, and it seemed like that was what he'd been waiting for. Ruki sobbed into his shoulder, coating their stomachs with his own cum, hips rocking as much as possible under Reita's weight, trying to get as much friction as he could.
They stayed like that for a while, Reita working to catch his breath while Ruki clung to him like he was trying to crush him. When Reita eventually pulled out, Ruki stretched his legs again, groaning tiredly, and Reita rolled them over on their side, reaching down to massage his thighs. He felt a little bad at first, chewing on his words and wondering if he should apologise, but the more time passed, the closer Ruki shuffled. Eventually, his face was practically buried in Reita's chest, one leg draped over his hip, like he couldn't get close enough, even if they'd been welded together.
"How do you feel?" Reita cleared his throat when he realised how faint his voice sounded, not having realised just how exhausted he was, too caught up in analysing Ruki's breathing.
"Tired." Ruki lifted his hand, gently smacking Reita's shoulder. "Worn out."
Reita hummed in agreement. "Anything else?"
A deep sigh. "Content." A couple of seconds passed, Reita waiting to see if he was going to say something else. He almost gave up, about to ask what he wanted for dinner when Ruki whispered. "Thank you. I'm still going to have to take another crack at the problem tomorrow, but at least I don't feel as stressed as I did earlier."
"I thought we agreed you weren't going to think about work for the rest of the night?"
"I'm not." Ruki gave him a short squeeze, like he was trying to pull him even closer. "I don't have a single thought left in my head."
"Good." Reita closed his eyes, deciding not to worry about dinner, or music, or anything other than how good it felt to be caught in the tangle of Ruki's limbs. "Me either."