Lures tempting me

[societalenigma]

Life pulling me apart,
Priotize this, don't worry about that,
Just balancing everything,
It's okay, there's always next time,
Too much respouncibility on me,
Am I doing this right?
What comes next?
This seems important, too.

Comments

Just An Observation

[violinrouge7]

You have always been so aware of whether or not you are "doing things right," trying to prioritize this and that, trying to make yourself better. Seems to be a constant theme in your life.

Re: Just An Observation

[societalenigma]

I think this is just primary of mine, making sure my life is in proper order. I think its important for everyone to make their lives are well balanced and are working as well as they should.

Re: Just An Observation

[societalenigma]

You could also read into this and just these thoughts as a person in transition. Sure, for a while I was happy with where everything was going and was ( the beginning of last school year), but then ago, I was too comfortable and that was what was wrong and my goals weren't enough and I took everything for granted.

[nanonickle]

I understand the sentiment and the exaggeration, but I hope this is more of a fleeting thought than anything.

Life is. Let me elaborate. Life is life, it exists unto itself. The agents within it are what can pull people apart. And even then, that's just life. Ups and downs. Like the ebbing tide. Your perspective on the situation or your contextualization on certain people, places, and such are what make it seem as though there is a pull. I suppose viewing yourself as the push or impetus in any given situation would balance Life out. You count too. You are an agent in your own life. The more you sense the pull is when you feel your agent-hood is being attacked. this means you need to be more aggressive or assertive to reach that balance again. Or you could choose not to sense the pull... as I do often and just go with the flow. Taoism. hm, I'm rambling now.

[nanonickle]

Ack, I forgot to add in that the reason I, more often than not, go with the flow is because my contextualization of the world is that some things really don't matter. If it's going to make someone else happier or feel better to go one way as opposed to another and I believe it doesn't matter either way, then I should just go with it. yes more rambling.

[societalenigma]

I am constantly perserving towards bettering myself, my condition. If I stop that means I have given up. I felt like I had too much on my schedule to keep up with, no pressing issues save school but lots of respouncibilities.