I just couldn't sit still at Felissa's house earlier tonight, I needed to get away. It wasn't even Dan, he was just an excuse, I just needed to get away. I didn't even know where I wanted to go. I called Avi to see if I could visit him but he said he was tired and would just see me tommorow, so I drove up Hallandale beach blvd figuring maybe I' ( Read more... )

I'm feeling really good right now, so I'm going to attempt something big. I am going to see what happens if I actually delve into some serious emotional caverns using live journal. I don't like the idea of people that I don't want reading this because it could get personal (or I might cop out before I actaully say anything) and I don't really ( Read more... )

I've been working on the railroad ( Read more... )

Everything is going by so quickly, it's a good thing I have this lj account to bitch into. With that said, the following are things that hit me today that I am going to miss ( Read more... )

When school ended, there was just a vague feeling of lost youth and all that melodramatic sad, vitamin C, separate ways mush. Graduation was just another little step in the same direction. Parties have lost a bit of their old feelings too. Now its just us trying desperately to cling to memories and each other. Slowly, everything gets pulled out ( Read more... )

I'm getting ready for bed and I just realized that this whole business is making my melodramatic despite my best efforts. I've had this thing, this monster for an hour and 45 minutes and already its caused me to doubt my spelling, grammar, eloquence, and worst of all, I was giving Meredith only a piece of my intentions the whole time. I hate ( Read more... )

This is it. I've finally cracked and this is what it looks like. I have decided that I am going off to college and I will attempt to leave some connections behind for people to keep track of me. This will go one of three ways at this point. I will either get hooked on this veuyer fantasy web site and put in two entries a day or I will forget ( Read more... )