Wow I actually have something to say...well its more of an AHHHH i must vent and yell about it than actually it being important :op ( Read more... )

I am soooo bad at up dating eh ( Read more... )

I'm so bad at keeping up on journals ( Read more... )

first one black bird drops from the sky to hop around on the cement looking for dried worms in which it hopes to fill its belly with...then two more join it...followed by yet another 4....soon there are a dozen black birds just a few feet away from me...what is this! suddenly i'm afraid its about to turn into a black mass of birds everywhere and ( Read more... )

Ok so where things stand as of right now...I'm in the procrastination mood, I have failed at my new years resolution and I have only practiced once this entire semester...also I have two work study jobs one I have yet to start being that they have to wait for my drug screen results and I'm 102% that nothing will show up...if something does then ( Read more... )

At this moment I'm sad...just because i'm saying this doesn't mean anything grand, its just that I don't think anyone ever really admits when they are sad, we are allowed to get upset over things, and be made or hurt, but to just be sad seems like a state we have to avoid. But I don't know how else to explain how I feel. There are tons of things ( Read more... )

I've decided that I need another entry here on lj...and being that I'm UP why not write one. It's wednesday and it's been interesting....future self today was a day that you got massively confused and were extremely tired which made it even more confusing...but worry not you were not too much life at stake instances that have happened in the lastly ( Read more... )

Hmmm so haven't been keeping up on journals...eh that happens though ( Read more... )

I wish my player thing would charge faster...it bugs me how it dies and then i have to sit around by a computer until it get charged up...and OH my my my...i have a huge load of reading ahead of me. I'm going to start the music history soon because in a few hours we're going to listen to the music oh fun....ahhhhh...this is crazy ( Read more... )

I think the level of frustration peaked sometime yesterday and it's been a quick decent down to levels of I don't care ( Read more... )