I killed my bird

I feel awful ( Read more... )

So i have one thing left to do...JURY ( Read more... )

I retreat back to livejournal...I feel like here I don't have to worry as much when I feel like crap. But first off let me say that despite all the little crappy events of yesterday the fact that i got to conduct and the wonderful feelings in knowing that I've made that step have balanced out whatever unhappy feelings i had ( Read more... )

AHHHH! it's our last night to conduct before the CONCERT!!! i'm don't want it to be over yet...well i still have the concert :)

I'm ready for this and I'm so excited....i might not be the best out there but you know i don't care anymore...

well last night I went to a movie with um dad and you know...it was a really packed night for the theater which was great for them but sucky for us because the movie we had planned to see was sold out so we ended up at "yours, mine, and ours" which considering the crowd i was going with was both good and awkard. This weekend went almost perfectly ( Read more... )

Life is so full of decisions that sometimes it feels like we're just sitting behind a desk checking off yes and no boxes. We have to go through 10 million of these survey questions before we can even hope to get to the piece of paper where the inital yes or no option actually takes effect ( Read more... )

My last entry was about my decision to make a possibly bad choice...i have yet to find out how bad it will be, but the whole idea of consequences is kinda on my mind. I can't help but wonder if the reason for my shitty time these past few days is a result purely on something I've done...some people would call it charma...so maybe I deserve all of ( Read more... )

I feel like such a bad person...But scott told us we could miss up to three classes no questions asked...I just hope I will get to take the quiz next week...others have taken the test at a later date...why shouldn't I? But I feel like a bad student, but I will feel better if I can get a decent grade on the quiz...hmmm Well it isn't done yet, but I ( Read more... )

I don't know...yeah so what...there's is going to be things everyday that you won't even on your best day know how to deal with...what about all the things that are beyond your sight things laying just layers up layers away...gone ( Read more... )