As much as I want someone to spend time with, and to have, there's just a part of me that wants to push it away, because in the long run it's not worth it...?
Why I feel this, I don't know, but it's so easy for me to meet people that won't be really close to me, and yet, when I find someone that looks like they can really relate to me, it feels like I can't go up to them.
yeah it sucks. We'll get over it, because it can't stay like this for longer.
Yeah its like I think it would be worth it, but I can not just settle for anyone like the rest of people, so I'm waiting for something great to happen, or even something to happen, and then its like it does...but something goes wrong andyou just give up. And then continue back to how you felt before, which is alone and even more confused cause you can't just let yourself go and like whoever and not worry about it.
I know I'm afraid so much of rejection, things not working out, I just don't give them a chance.
And YES it is so easy. I don't know if you mean people like me, if thats easy for you? But i know its so much easier for me to tell you my problems then some random kid in my class who I might think is cute or something, or even my friends sometimes.
Yeah we just have to let it happen I guess, you're right. cuase it will eventually.
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As much as I want someone to spend time with, and to have, there's just a part of me that wants to push it away, because in the long run it's not worth it...?
Why I feel this, I don't know, but it's so easy for me to meet people that won't be really close to me, and yet, when I find someone that looks like they can really relate to me, it feels like I can't go up to them.
yeah it sucks.
We'll get over it, because it can't stay like this for longer.
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Yeah its like I think it would be worth it, but I can not just settle for anyone like the rest of people, so I'm waiting for something great to happen, or even something to happen, and then its like it does...but something goes wrong andyou just give up. And then continue back to how you felt before, which is alone and even more confused cause you can't just let yourself go and like whoever and not worry about it.
I know I'm afraid so much of rejection, things not working out, I just don't give them a chance.
And YES it is so easy. I don't know if you mean people like me, if thats easy for you?
But i know its so much easier for me to tell you my problems then some random kid in my class who I might think is cute or something, or even my friends sometimes.
Yeah we just have to let it happen I guess, you're right. cuase it will eventually.
we just have to be patient. ahhhh.
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