Comments | socolove: i hate the way i feel.

socolove

i hate the way i feel.

Sep 12, 2004 23:43

should i even ever get upset about my life because something is wrong ( Read more... )

Comments 6

keywepie September 12 2004, 23:08:16 UTC

I don't know what to tell you, sweetie. There are just some things that can't be understood sometimes and you're just gonna have to get through it. It's hard, but you'll come through. I'm sure you will because you're a strong girl and i absolutely love you for who you are. Keep your head up. :)

socolove September 13 2004, 04:59:28 UTC

thanks fannie. im really ok. yesterday i just was thinking about life and like which way to percieve it. and its just like there are two ways and you really can choose but your mind wants to choose the negative one while life says to try to stay positive. i guess im just having a hard time staying in the middle. but yeahhh dont you worry. im doing just great. lol. love you.

i_call_window September 13 2004, 13:11:46 UTC

ah i seriously know what you mean. i feel like that a lot. i live in northville which is also a grossly wealthy town &i hate it because. it's like everyone thinks that if they don't have a million dollar house or a REALLY nice car, then they're not as good as other people. when really, in other places in the world people would be so glad just to have a car, or a house at all. ugh i hate it i hate it. even though i have everything and about 2395823958235 times more than i need, sometimes things just don't feel right. but anyway, i also know how grosse pointe is because my brother lives there &all, and i've spent a lot of time there. btw, do you go to north or south? well anyways this was really long but anyway.. feel better =)

socolove September 13 2004, 13:23:24 UTC

lol i love long comments. and yes. life can be so tough when its liek how we live. because yeah ive been out there by novi and all and its just liek here. everyone is the same. and when you try to have individuality your like shunned because your not the same. and when you are the same you just fit into the cookie cutter mold. and yeah its just like so many people in the world just have it so much worse than me, so should i like not even complain or be sad? i dont even know. bcause i cant hold off on my emotions either. yeah i go to south and i live in the park. and thank you. i will feel better once all my cramps go away. they comlicate everything to a billion and one.
<3

i_call_window September 13 2004, 13:27:48 UTC

ah gotcha. haha that's hilarious i was actually just thinking the same thing. about the cramps. they are really bad at this moment. rawrrr.

socolove September 13 2004, 13:36:53 UTC

yessahhhhh me too.
i hate them.
everything no matter what.
is just blahhhhh.
lol.