avoiding problems doesn't help

...i apologize if you haven't been able to get ahold of me, things are a bit fucked in my head right now

hope all is going well with everyone

first love is the only true love
after that
it's merely imitations
fruitlessly searching for the energy felt
not at the time of love,
but in the ever-fading memories
we so desperately cling to

"Don't laugh if I sound foolish. But to love a woman, you see, to abandon yourself to her, to absorb her completely and feel absorbed by her, that is not what you call 'being in love,' which you mock a little. For me it is the road to life, the way toward the meaning of life."

-Herman Hesse, Narcissus and Goldmund

"As for me, all I did was carry to the limit what you haven't dared to push even halfway - taking your cowardice for reasonableness, thus making yourselves feel better. So I may still turn out to be more alive than you in the end. Come on, have another look at it! Why, today we don't even know where real life is, what it is, or what it's called ( Read more... )

I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business - Untitled Track 13

Breathe in...out slow
Theres only one confusing part
Where did all the innocence go
We love what we did
We love too much
We need too much

Breathe in...out slow
Theres so much now that brings us down

Where did all the innocence go?
We love what we did we love too much
Where did all the ( Read more... )

...there's nothing more attractive than a girl who likes Dostoyevsky

the face of revolution ( Read more... )

1... if anyone is not busy tomorrow night, i'm looking for someone to go with me to my show in jackson. jay was supposed to go, but he can't get off work. i'm leaving around 4 and should be home around 1130.

2...

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a court of law is no place to find Justice ( Read more... )

FROM 'THE TE OF PIGLET' BY BENJAMAN HOFF ( Read more... )