so... pretty much the Phantom of the Opera is the best movie EVER! I saw it again with Erin at the usual time of 10:20. We were going to go earlier at 7:20 but there was no room left in the theater. So we went to starbucks and instead of hanging out in the back of erin's car we decided to go to my house and play DDR. But my dumb playstation wasn't ( Read more... )

yesterday was actually a REALLY good day. the first one in awhile. I had soccer, the gym part of it was boring until I started power walking on the treadmills to get back in shape for the TOHS hallways. then we had to jump all of these fences to get into the school stadium because our coach forgot her keys. that was funny... especially watching ( Read more... )

do you ever feel like you have a bubble or force field or something that keeps everyone away and unable to reach you? i don't understand it at all... i really want someone to care or at least to ask... about anything. but at the same time i don't want to talk to anyone. it sucks so bad. today i sat in my room for probably an hour and just read a ( Read more... )

wow. this week definitely blew. at least i made it to winter break though. nearly died though. Wed came complete with a full on panic attack and mental breakdown. still been having at least one or two a day since then. basically i just sit really still and mentally freak out, start shaking, and almost hyperventilate. i just had to much to do and it ( Read more... )

so pretty much i think this is going to be the busiest week of my entire school year. i have my stanford app due on Wednesday and i just started the essays tonite. luckily i only have like 1 and a half left... if not less. so i am kind of stoked on that. but i still have to get out all of my stuff for brown. i don't know if i am going to apply ( Read more... )

i am tash. i am not as cool as erin. its too bad, because i really wish i was... whatever i will just submit to her every whim, and realize that she is totally amazing.

so... i think today was officially a horrible day. first of all i was dead tired i think from giving blood yesterday. then in 3rd period one of the yard ladies comes in and is like "i need to talk to natasha". so i go outside and she tells me i am getting a detention for not having my ID card. I have no idea what she is talking about since i have ( Read more... )

so... today was the blood drive and i conquered my fear and gave blood for the first time. big thanks to erin for sitting with me! and i didn't really cry... just more like tear up and have to wipe my eyes. overall it wasn't too bad. except for when i started convulsing. well, first erin got really dizzy/sick and then Tim had a seizure next to me ( Read more... )

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