im outside of your window...
I cant get him off my mind.
I keep thinking about this smile.
How his touch sends a chill through my body.
I just want to be in his arms.
but objects stand in my way.
I see this perfect relationship between us when I day dream about him.
That could never happen.
How perfect could it be though?
We grew up with eachother.
We get along so well.
egh its killing me inside.
I guess I can just sit back and see what happens.
ne who.
i didnt goto school today.
my allergies are killing me.
report cards come out soon.
meaning im getting in trouble.
i have like 3 fs.
the rest are good.
in math yesterday the teacher was giving me a speach.
all i wanted to do was cry.
i hate myself.
i just wanna the girl i dream i was.
perfect.
but im not her and im stuck in this pointless life.
eghhh.
i can see u breathing.
i fallow.
ur cheast home.
untill i can see u.
i can hear u.
breathe in.
exhale.