Fic: Due for a Miracle
Title: Due for a Miracle
Pairing: Mike Carden/Kevin Jonas (Gabe Saporta/William Beckett, Jon Walker/Nicole Anderson)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~23,000
Warnings: underage sex, internalised homophobia, mention of suicidal thoughts
Summary: Kevin’s given up on reconciling his faith and his sexuality, resigning himself to always being caught between the two. He’s okay, though; he has a system and it works and that’s all that matters, really. Until he meets Mike, that is. Mike, who is fierce and gentle and kind of wonderful, who wants to make Kevin see that he’s worth so much more than just okay. Kevin just has to let him.
Note: This is a continuation of Grazed Knees, Heavy Hearts, written for jb_bigbang. It was originally going to be an actual rewrite purely from Mike’s perspective but that didn’t work out very well, probably because this is kind of more Kevin’s story than Mike’s, honestly, so I just took the original and wrote about twenty thousand words more of it.
Thank you to everyone who liked the original fic, and to the people I talked to about this who encouraged me to carry on. I have all the love in the world for you, seriously. Special thanks to lovelyhera and gliese581 for their invaluable beta work and for the assurance that this doesn’t completely suck. ♥♥ I haven’t heard from my artist and got back from holiday too late to try and get a pinch-hitter so there is no pretty art, but I did make a soundtrack for this that you can find here, if you so wish.
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | AO3
Pairing: Mike Carden/Kevin Jonas (Gabe Saporta/William Beckett, Jon Walker/Nicole Anderson)
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~23,000
Warnings: underage sex, internalised homophobia, mention of suicidal thoughts
Summary: Kevin’s given up on reconciling his faith and his sexuality, resigning himself to always being caught between the two. He’s okay, though; he has a system and it works and that’s all that matters, really. Until he meets Mike, that is. Mike, who is fierce and gentle and kind of wonderful, who wants to make Kevin see that he’s worth so much more than just okay. Kevin just has to let him.
Note: This is a continuation of Grazed Knees, Heavy Hearts, written for jb_bigbang. It was originally going to be an actual rewrite purely from Mike’s perspective but that didn’t work out very well, probably because this is kind of more Kevin’s story than Mike’s, honestly, so I just took the original and wrote about twenty thousand words more of it.
Thank you to everyone who liked the original fic, and to the people I talked to about this who encouraged me to carry on. I have all the love in the world for you, seriously. Special thanks to lovelyhera and gliese581 for their invaluable beta work and for the assurance that this doesn’t completely suck. ♥♥ I haven’t heard from my artist and got back from holiday too late to try and get a pinch-hitter so there is no pretty art, but I did make a soundtrack for this that you can find here, if you so wish.
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | AO3